Watched yet another documentary about Columbine. Duuuude. It's so fascinating, but I swear it makes me cry every time. So senseless, heartless, everything in between. I learned about Columbine, like, fifteen years ago. So many details, so many things to take in.
Nearing Finals Week... November 28, 2018 @ 07:28:32 pm
And I can feel myself getting more and more stressed the absolute heck out. I know I need to take things one at a time, but it's hard when you have so much you need to do at one time. I'm just glad I'm only taking four rather than five classes this semester, so it could obviously be worse. Anyway... I'm going to do whatever it takes to pass my classes and I'm doing well in most... I'm hanging in the balance with stats, I need to get a good grade on my final. If you can, please spare a prayer for me that I can get through this and succeed, and find the motivation to work as hard as I possibly can.
And it looks like college wins. College has stolen every last bit of energy, creativity, drive... I want to create art, but am uninspired. I have nothing left to give unless it goes towards statistics or something else that doesn't inspire me. As long as it eventually brings in an income, right? Such a useless class.