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On May 16, 2021 Cpat92

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It's all or nothing

Lauderhill, Florida
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Public entry How much one can take
November 14, 2018 @ 05:24:06 am
Sometimes it wouldn’t kill you to start assignments early
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Public entry College So Far
September 23, 2016 @ 11:51:50 pm
So far I am doing good I guess. No new friends as of yet. I am doing well in Biology. So far I passed both quizzes and my 1st Exam with a B or Higher. I think I lost who I considered a good friend. Not much I can do about that situation unless we cross paths again. I think I got a job at Old Navy. I am excited and Happy. Didn't know I would make such progress. I guess I am smarter than I thought. No girlfriend yet, so don't ask
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Public entry For Your Glory
March 09, 2014 @ 03:50:33 pm
Lord if I
Find favor in Your Sight
Lord Please
Hear my hearts cry

I've been patiently waiting
To be where You are
I'll cross the hottest desert
I'll travel near or far

For Your Glory
I will do anything
Just to see You
To behold You as my King

I wanna be where You are
I gotta be where You are
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Public entry This Will Be Interesting
March 09, 2014 @ 03:37:29 pm
Well, this is going to be a interesting first week. Good news is that the Commandant have brought back rolling sleeves for the Marine Corps. Many Marines are excited, including myself. The only problem with me and many other Marines, it was taken out I believe a year or two before I enlisted in the Marine Corps. (I believe around 2010 or 2011) So I had to do a quick tech training, but I don't think it will be perfect or awesome just yet. I'm going to have to try hard and use a iron. Wish me luck on rolling my sleeves.
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Public entry Spark of Maturity
July 14, 2013 @ 07:47:26 pm
Where has it gone? The maturity I once believed to have have somehow disappeared. If not, then is it possible I threw it away? Or is it possible that it never existed? Why did I let it slip away? I must let it return for my progress goes nowhere, but backwards without it.
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Public entry Got to Lose This Weight!!
July 11, 2013 @ 01:59:56 am
I got to lose this weight ASAP! My birthday is in two weeks. I turn 21 and I'm still over 160lbs. I want to be at 156lbs the heaviest by my birthday. Might be impossible, might not. That is 8lbs for me to lose in the next 2 weeks.... Thirteen days to be exact. I am starting to run more, eat less junk, eat less period, more fruit and vegetables, less pork and beef. I want to lose weight. I have 3 different types of thermogenic pills. I only take two of them. (might not be safe) I have some stuff to clean out my system and I also have some meal replacement. I just don't have a blender. I also have Gatorade and Water. No more soda for me! I'm trying to get motivated to work out twice a day. Maybe three times a day.
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Public entry Have You Ever
July 07, 2013 @ 08:44:38 pm
Looked at yourself in complete and utter disgust? Blame your personality of physical appearance for shortcomings and things you can't control? Have you ever done things that are in your mind unforgivable, but you keep it a dark secret and it becomes a skeleton in your closet? Do you have demons where your skeletons once resided? Did you find yourself pathetic? Can you answer these questions?

I can. I'm now fighting to make changes in order to make myself feel better. If I'm not happy, I used to just try to make others happy. Didn't fully think about making me happy. Can't go through that any longer.
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Public entry Care Too Much
July 07, 2013 @ 07:17:42 am
Why do I care too much. When it comes to me possibly liking someone or I just end up falling for them, I tend care and sometimes when they notice, they walk all over me. I told myself I wouldn't care about trying to date people, but it's a little hard to not care. My friend is trying to play "matchmaker" with me and a girl I work with. So far he told her I think she's cute and I guess her immediate response was why am I so quiet or why am I so shy at work. It's work. I don't like talking at work sometimes and I'm still new. She's cute and a nice person, but I kind of feel she isn't so into me, but she might be into him. Life sucks.
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Public entry Screw It
July 02, 2013 @ 04:50:02 am
I'm tired of the "single life" shenanigans I'm putting myself through. It has done nothing, but add unwanted stress and waste time. I am going to simply enjoy being me and being with me. Life is too short to be looking for someone to date all the time. True if you wait the opportunity will pass you by, but looking without any success is a complete waste of time. It only builds disappointment. I might end up being single for the rest of the year. Who knows? I don't care much anymore. Even though I'm ending those dating sites. I might start one more to be safe.
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Public entry In My MIND
June 22, 2013 @ 11:47:25 pm
Words, sentences, phrases.
All coming from my heart
My mind and others' praises.
Killing my softly
Raising me up only to
Leave me in a loop
Staring at the black hole
Searching for answers;
Answers that refuse to appear
Got my mind raging.
Screaming for me to let them out.
How can I?
How should I?
Why would I?
Will the answers come out?
Will they lead me straight,
Or shall I go astray?
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