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771200
| kai:
where r u? just on face book and upload some photos thre as well.
Your dad is a bit bloated, better ask him to take a full check up esp the kidney fx.
I think the US will be up for a while.... until everyone spent their xmas or new yrs spending and holidays...
I dont have the money to return to HK this yr....
airline is not much but hotel is a lot. dresses are a lot...etc.
Not much projects, not making much. finding a basic job to live and pay the fix expenses...
online last nite, slept for 2 hrs will go back to bed.
will work graveyard tonight.
Love
Tak  |
771200
| kai:
I am back at work.
off at 6am tomorrow. this week off nite at thurs.
just bought new glasses.
bit bifocal..so compromise btween short n long sightness.
since I dont drive now... actually for the past few years.
Cancelled Canadian driver license for 2 yrs.
Just in case some old hag and his concubine want me to be his driver or maid.
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
How r u? i am off now.
started at 10pm last nite.
Guten tag.... 2 customer were from Germany this morning.
Think they are my mgrs friend.
Where will you be? n Where r u?
M off this morning, take my time, since buses are an hour? or not started yet at my end...
Still graveyard tonight.
Dont tell me what I need...
I need a career that can pay according to my experience and credentials. I am only working to pay fixed expenses now...
also my credit card bills, which I may go restructure if situation turns adverse. Everyone will.
Now you know I never received a penny from you nor your family.
Or a man who can provide me a really good life.
Selling my soul, and principles that is pretty expensive.
I dont think you are the kind which try to make people poor in order to make them sell their principles ...these are not human, these are xholes. Of course xholes are not only related with nice attires...
Well write to you when I am home.
Love
Tak |
markfox01
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| @771200 Said Dear Mark:
If u feel scary, you dont have to continue reading what I write. I know thre is something called email. but email can be opened by your system admin before you do. and still have the hyperlink color stays blue.
I said my reason for keeping the diary here for my love to read. I dont mind what others say or do. I just need my message un altered and read by him where ever he is. Dont have to lock into his company email. Somewhere I can have full freedom of expression. Not in some communist country where freedom of expression is censored.
Thank you for your concern. From Tak.
Uh.. thats internal email... if your running gmail or yahoo mail for instence then no one other than you can open it.. unless people got your password.... |
771200
| Mark: unless you work for Yahoo too and have spyware..
Thank you for your advice.. |
771200
| Kai:
How r u? I am home,...wash gloom etc etc...
Where r u? Unevenful blessing day.
Siu pun yau lay dim ah? I miss u.
I bought a pair of glasses.... I think I wont be seeing the ground with the tiles bulging up all the tme. Or when I wear it I cannot read the computer. The day I took the Aptitude test at the army, I had to do that without my glasses on, so I smell the screen.
I passed the aptitude test... so m now waiting for the security check... before I starve, I need to find stable income...big or small. I cannot run, but I cannot be a whore either.
I think the animal rescue site changed address, my link no longer works! I shall find time to go to van aqua... but will it be too cold to go there in winter? I love beavers... I m crazy about these cuties. I wrote a song naming beaver when I was in high school.
I love the song 'shall we talk' too.
No matter how busy you are at the office, you have to go home to drink soup ga..
Those soups, keeps your complexion beautiful...even envied by a lot of ladies...
My right eye brow is tinking...are you up to some trouble again?
Or that fake cousin is in town again?
U r my guardian angel... watch out for me.
I have a problem in recognising people, I had to comictize my patients in order to recognise them when i was working at admission ward. I wonder how many of you had been in the same class with me.
HOpe the male's mentaity is '' today I lend you my porshe, tomorrow you lend me your wife! ''.... hahaha..
Women are more '' possessive''...
and more materialistic. see how those spectators scream when they see the prize of the game on TV is a Gucci hand bag!
Jesus Christ!
I should go to bed now... if I want to go out to the mall to eat before I start work. But i start work at 11pm tonite.
Booooogooooo Nite Owl Shift...!
Love
Tak  |
771200
| Kai:
m back at work... starts 11p to 7am.
write 2 u later...
just had some sushi... and a soup.
at Aberdeen.
My 'fan tong'.
else, eat snacks @ home b4 wk.
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
I am off. I just took 15 mins... yesterday I took none but I think they will not pay me OT even I stayed thru the 8 hrs.
Now I am working for pay. Previously a bit pay and a bit satisfaction.
 Well, I called Granny Woo... yesterday. I told her exactly what mom did to me, and how these so called relatives did to me thinking I am totally ignorant about it for the past decade. I told her I have been really very very nice to them already.
For they betray me and trying to make a fortune in splitting us up.
I joint face book using my chinese name.
Posted some photos there, including my wedding photo in 1988 with Lau
Since a lot of people are called DAve. I splitted with him in 97. Ever since we took separate holidays, you know that.
No one was ever the other person, if there is one ... it is from his side all along. I cannot be with anyone who live the better off me yet still orders me around.
I will not return to Lau's arms anymore. Dont you worry.
I returned some of his later passports to him via his friend Eddie. But I still have one with me... the one with his child photo.
I miss that one.. I dont mind you know about this, or I have married before ( where were you then? )
Where are you my love? Somewhere in some backward countries talking about deals? Doing business with primitive barbarians has no legal protection for you my love. Think n think twice.
Happy industries like tourism.... you must have fuller employment at the macro level... worldwide.
Greenspan is talking again... hahaha. So we all got a hint where that index is going... did you bet on the HS index the day he spoke?
Hope Patrick did. ( our classmate remember? I once saw him on TV chinese channel one day. - the guy has brown hair in class... Not William Wong! )
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
Since the bus is never as frequent early, I just stuck by in the resting area for an hour before I go home.
So did you get one of our classmate to side show in 'if you care?" the one with polio melitis with his left arm who once sat with me in kindergarden? he'd grown so big and '' fat''?
Send my regards to all those kids who grew up with us in ''Tin hung village'' I saw someone who looked like '' lee siu hong'' yesterday nite at the store... if he is his son or younger cousin?
Japanese... I never asked Lee for his Japanese name cause his mom is Japanese. Ok, if that 20 yrs old look alike is your kid and you asked him to search for me, ask him to approach me directly, I dont want my previous schoolmates daughters all go after him like crazy and think I am getting in their way. I never dress like a 40 yrs old now.
I was when I was managing in the office...
Basically I dont like wearing suits /dress to work.
I dont like the idea of '' feminity''. In a work place, it is unisex for me.
I seriously protest the idea that women have to be the toy or vase in the office!
Well write to u when I am home. so you know I am safe.
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
Hug
I am home...wash gloom..etc..11am lor. will sleep soon.
Had a buffet at Radison.. think I dont need to eat for the whole day.
At least another 12 hours.
But had glases of milk, if go to bed may get eye sac...i should have known earlier. 
Where are you my love? I miss you.
I look great recently, but dont think how long I can look great.
Your 20 yrs old look alike is not in town I supposed... those crazy chicks are not in sight.
Sour ngar chai... when can I see you again?
I really miss you. It is not that I am stupid... I dont turn around.
but you know I watched Spirited away comics Cantonese version.
Turn around is only some type of '' bonx people'' game to ward off those they dont like. Those brown toads...and weird humans working in the bath house. Which looks like a stage in the Parodius TV game Dave used to play. The '' bathing octopus''.
My hand eye coordination is never good enough for these games...
so I like to watch those who play these cutie games. i like the graphics. The funny comics etc. Hope one day you can play one game for me to watch.
I love you. It is a week to Xmas.. have a good break.
Lots of turkey, and good soup, Okay?
Not too much wine.... okay?
I quitted smoking for a long time, I should say I have not smoked ever since my car broke down... more than 2 yrs.
So I hope you r cutting down too... u or ur fake.
My dad could cut smoking by eating Methol sweets and drinking coffee alone after smoking one pack a day for 20 years... I think everyone can quit if they want to.
Bed time... time!
I m looking for a long cylindar pillow... the one I bought at market village years ago...U know I used to share my bed with another always... mom, david, dogs, morris (giant pink gorilla), etc.
I miss my stinky blanket! That was the best hypnotic I ever have in my life! The rub gave me a very safe, comfy feeling!
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
How r u?
The neighbor room family is fighting all the time.
I wonder if they are really paying more for a room with the bath.
They should in fact, but that master room is pretty expensive.
Whenever its 3 pm, 6 pm, they start to quarrel, as punctual as an alarm clock, I have been thinking if they want to wake me up to do some shopping in the mall to help sales..
Or that xhole cousin Bosco bought that mother b**** to instigate a fight with everyone in the house except some male she tried to befriend with...?? 3pm and not 8pm? That xhole Bosco has been selling for the JB clan since 97 when he opened Job Asia.
The whole house is an inn. The owner never lives with us.
One reason why I rent there. I am never the reason why this Eho has to move upstairs or to the suite room... she wants to pretend to be owner i suppose..but cannot afford the '' right price'' of the master bedroom..?? hahah. This woman is so full of BS. Hope she never runs into your 20 yrs old fake...else for sure she will market her daughter to him for sure. Is she E Ho? Someone called to my room / my line for Connie... 4 seasons' hot pot dish delivery?
I never think parents should have children just because they can use them. If they want to have a nice carefree time, they never should have children in the first place, it is a 20 yrs or more responsibility. I never intend to live with mom or brother again.
I dont have name in the property, so I can actually rent where ever I like, not neccessarily tipping into any relatives' mortgage yet have to be obedient.
To be honest I have no feelings for my cousin Bosco. I just waited around to make sure he is okay before I leave. There had been too many rumors. But I think the foul play of ''the dinner'' they did was a little too far. Even if he was nuts, I dont have to play some stupid game with him like this. He ran his own business I never played a part, successful or not, not my concern at all.
I was never there to share the glory, I am not there to bear the blame of course.
u r right he is exactly like Kenny Bee role in 'One husband 2 many' movie...
Even if he is in the wrong he wants other to pamper him for '' face''.
If you are dead who bought that overpriced newpaper in HK?
Think you dont mind showing the true face to those Chinese but I am still concern your safety since so many of those b****es are with the organisation which tagg people to get their secrets, past...etc to play control.
Okay, I am starting at 11pm... off tomorrow night.
I have to work on the 26th in the middle of 2 days off..25th n 27th.
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
Where are you my love?
I am off now....planning to go to tea later or to the Mall..
tonight is off.
Not many birds, around....
Dont cook at home. ( House Inn. shared facilities...hate that man! )
Will ask about some local one day tour lateron.
Dont want to repeat the same mistake as was in Toronto....
Had not actually seen the place whilst I was living there.
I think the only place I miss will be Harbor front... and those Italian restaurants...Pizza... Zucchunni...etc.
Is ah 3 Ball gee or Louis?
Normally there is a '' parallel phrase'' in chinese restaurant in HK with one side starting with a '3' Kong ...etc.
The ones which I used to go to.
U remember me love going to Chinese tea with family each Sunday when I was a kid?? Dad hated that...long line up.
I can go to bed at night tonight... so I am staying awake during the day.
I say the best way to treat a woman is to move her heart...
such that she feels no other will treat her better.
And not to make her stay by making her needy.
If she cannot be moved by your decency and kindness...
then she is one too greedy heartless b**** you can afford.
Then you can part without regret.
Like I did with my ex Lau / DAve.
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
What you did,...no matter how long ago, moves me.
I was never aware of that at all. I thought like all other kiddos...
you folks had long forgotten me.
I never heard from you.
I never heard from Albert.
I never heard from Anna.
I never heard from Chung SH.
Never heard from the ones in Tin Hung Village for a long long time.
I never knew alot of staff movements in the Bank was your arrangement.
I never knew you were in Toronto then.
Until you drove next to me....
Maybe you were not ready, at least financially b4 so you did not appear... or maybe you were tooooo busy.
Mom never told me about you... nor did my brother.
Nor did my friends and relatives...
Why didnt they so???
I want to find out who are the good and the bad guys in my life and so far I found every one a bad one...what should I do?
I am not antisocial... I never am. if being assertive is deemed as being having an atitude...then every one insisting a fair wage is having an atitude...or if they do not work for free...!!
Whenever you talk about money, you are not liked...or you are having an attitude. Or when you refused to bunk with your office superiors?
I think I can be a gangster, but never a whore.
hahaha... I went to gym and tightened up my chest..haha.
good news, so that I dont have to spend much on bras...
I never did anyways. You can ask Dave. hahah.
Love
Tak |
771200
| Kai:
I started writing at www.theforumsite.com for you as 771200 for a while. Emailed you this link and hope you receive it.
Whenever it is my night off that day, I am going to eat well. Yum chai.
Money is made to spend if not too bad if spent by someone else.
I still have not had an employee id card yet? mug shot. I hate it.
I never look good at those mug short. Hey I sported one held by Bill Gates when he was still in his mushroom head too.. how come he could smile so nicely taking some mug shot?
I never seen you with mushroom head.. only my brother Albert, cousin Mike, and myself 10 yrs ago. I am doing investment consulting on the side ( unstable income ) with fixed expenses all limited to be covered by a beginners job. But still I am over all the time. No savings yet.
Like this month, I need a new pair of glasses? itching to join local tour to see the BC which I last seen in 1995. Burnaby has changed a lot and I have not gone to Metro Town centre yet.
A Mall which had been my favorite for a long time?. I walked into the glass window of Chapters ?hahaha. Could not see the reflection cause the glass was too clean that was which year?? Almost did the same thing at G2000 in HK? I thought there was a small entrance there.
Good a lot of glass is actually plastic.?
Called mom.. good that she was not being marooned in an old age home. Hate her enough not to call her regularly, but doing this once or twice will deter brother from sending her to an old age home without telling me. I don?t want to quarrel with her, listen to her lies? ( say whatever that can make others do her way), my next room occupant ( eHo?) resembles more like mom?in some ways. Like being very manipulative and as pathetically primitive.
I feel pity for her kids. They are moving upstairs? as heard, but as heard for a long while that they wanted to move out? many times. I think in the long run if the landlady renting to us (long term rate) the average income should be better than depending on tourist rates.
My advertisement on consulting at Craiglist expires?would have to put that on again. Spending a fortune on advertisement is never on my budget now. No intention to return to IG to be consultant again since the table fees are not cheap, should have used their dental insurance then, but my teeth deteriorated only later?.
My watch band broke, don?t know where I can have that fixed? afraid they charge an arm and a leg? I don?t have consecutive nights off actually this month, so I cannot be visiting my granny in the States.
Marymount has changed hands twice by now. I don?t know why and how come it can be mismanaged like this. First due to sisters? shorage, the Maryknoll sisters sell the school to the Columbus sisters that was when the school changed name to Marymount. But it changed hands again to a school board after the Columbus sisters left ? it was a ?? Chinese firm?? ever since.
Haahah?think this your sister in law is more familiar than I am for I had been out of Hk for many years. But in the year which I was teaching, the quality of students had been pretty ?? dispersed??. I could see there were quite some ?? brown frogs?? descendants. Some from better background ( those who ascended from the same primary) and those who were accepted from other schools ( the less privileged ). It was pretty discriminative in the past ? our age that for those with lesser academic ability would be all ?? juggled?? to Class D. And these were not allowed to continue F6 with the main stream, but forced to be studying practical commercial subjects. Not very fair for some could have proved their ability when they grew older or mature enough to understand why they need to be at school.
My ?cheung fan? is here? I will start to eat. I like ?? char siu cheung fan and pork liver cheung fan?? but the later is abit too high in cholesterol level!
Have you been in contact with your high school mates at St Paul co ed? Do you know my neighbors Chan Kwok Hong and Chan Kwok Ying? They migrated to Winnipeg after F5. Patrice used to play with Kwok Ying. They were partying one time and naughty enough to buzz my intercom and asked me to come downstairs to collect parcel for a joke! ( of course that was meant to be for Kwok Ying hahaha but in error ) Their face changed as they see me ? another person rushing downstairs instead of Kwok ying when they were moving up the stairs!
How long did it take for you to walk up to my apt by the way? Hahaha!
Ngan Amah was still living there when I visited her in 2000 with my dog Naughty. Mom sold our apt in 96 before the financial crisis hit.
I had encountered a lot of trouble when I was living by myself in HK between the years 98-03.
A lot of breakins and vandalism? these people expected me to renovate and replace very frequently but I could not make enough to do so. So my living standard had been deteriorating to a point which it deemed unworthy for me to stay in HK anymore. And I cannot find an honest sales / shop even when I was trying to buy a tube of hydrocortisone cream! Obviously I did not resemble locals anymore. ( yeung koo ? foreigners! )
I finished tea around noon, strolled around the mall abit, and learnt SIN is not a valid ID for opening an account?!! How come? The bank?s idea or some banking staff?s idea? God knows.
All I know is, the photocopies of these ID cards could be used to buy insurance, medical or auto by some illegal immigrants as second drivers or family members / dependants?etc. I of course refused to open up the account. I think these staff wont deem that as an attitude problem rather a principle problem. Signatures are never too difficult to forge anyways, and commission people are hungry for dollars?as long as there is enough paper work!
Now u know the inconvenience of having that rice!
Where are you my love? I miss you and I love you. I am still living at that house inn but in a different room. Not the one facing the driveway with water noises whenever they flush the toilet upstairs or use the washer adjacent to the wall. I installed the phone line with Rogers, now considering if I should get high speed internet from them.. pretty pricy if 50 bucks on communication a month which there is no guarantee to privacy, exclusive usage and free communication without censor or filtering.
Now you know why I don?t want to return to live in some (semi )communist country.
I am afraid that I have to reemphasis my standpoint that I am not and shall not let anyone use my identity or any insurance coverage now and in the future. I never did allow that actually even though some b****es had been stealing such usage in discreet.
Anyways, you got a copy of my ID which I emailed to you. I got new glasses? but style not too diff from the black plastic frame. ( small frame in trendy now )
Okay, I got to read other news on the web. Write to you later.
Love from Tak |
771200
| Kai:
Hey egg tart prince, have you been seeing our classmate Yip yuk fun lately? I had not seen Yip and Gina for a long long time ever since I changed school.
I know you write songs too, better than I do.
Sometimes, when one is busy, one never has the mood.
Are u still making music to pass time?
I dont think I can be home or in HK for quite some time, but you can always come to visit me, I know you can find me whenever you want to.
I just had some sweet n sour wonton brought back from morning dim sum session....some for ancestor and the rest for me.
Grandma used to love this dish very much. There was a shanghai restaurant at North Point which she loved to go to. I still miss the marinated stone nails which I never find in Canada. Hey there is a '' dar noun '' eatery just opposite to aberdeen center but only opens at night. I never go there because I dont drive. Too troublesome to wait half hour or more for the bus to eat there during late hours.
If I drive, it is more convenient. But I dont want to.
I love eating '9 choy pig red'.
mmmm I love good eats but I am afraid of gaining weight. 
start feeling somewhat sleepy now....
take a nap first, think Ishall awake in the middle of the night when i shall write to you again!
Love
tak |
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December 17, 2007 @ 03:15:23 pm
