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earz

New Post! yaaaaaaaassssssssssssss
May 31, 2006 @ 03:24:20 pm
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now my posts add up to one-one-one-one,
im having a laugh and having some fun,
im happy and joyful, i just want to scream,
imagine that perfection, like in a dream!

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earz

New Post! damn so much pressure
May 30, 2006 @ 12:58:08 pm
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so many people teling me all their problems.

im all up for sharing and all that jazz if it makes them feel better, but seriously what makes them think im gonny b able 2 deal with all that s*** as well as all the stuff going on in my life? im not being selfish, i really love helping people, but 3 people have told me they were going to kill themselves in the last week.

i havnt had much sleep, through just not being able to, and also because iv been so worried about them. i sit up and text them at all hours. like i said before, i dont really mind, but i feel like im actually breaking inside coz of it.

who is there to listen to my problems??
i mean im a rock to others, so who is mine?

hmm, good questions i think

i do have my own problems and this isnt about being selfish i really hope nobody sees this as that, but just wud like sum1 2 b there 4 me

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earz

New Post! what a wonderful day...
May 24, 2006 @ 08:45:34 pm
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NOT

i keep sitting in the dark writing poems and drawing pictures of my heart bleeding or getting stabbed/ shot/ squished/ mutilated/ killed/ blackened/ generally f***ed up.

my music is depressing. the mess i made of my arms is making me wanna f*** them up more. my liver hurts. my head feels like someone is hitting it with a hammer using one of those wee voodooo doll thingys. the state of my hair is depressing. the black smudges around my eyes make me look like a psycho clown and i need a gosh darn hug!!!

i have done f*** all studying and my chemistry exam is on tuesday, im going 2 bloody well fail.

the funeral is tomorrow and i still havent decided whether im going or not.
everyone seems 2 ignore me either that or i really am invisible, how about that eh. what fun id have if i knew i was invisible.... hmmm

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earz

New Post! my updated pro...
April 17, 2006 @ 01:35:03 pm
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any complaints?? like it? took me quite a while actually lol i cudnt figure out how 2 stretch the bkground pics

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earz

New Post! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH IM BLIND!!!!
April 12, 2006 @ 05:52:29 pm
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yeh errr i went swimming, and now i cant seeeeeeeee....the chlorine has went for my eyes, and now theyre nipping sooo much n im crying lol

...and whats more, now i have to make my own dinner!! i have no idea how to cook

HELP NEEDED
between the ages of 16 and 18, male, must be schmexy, must be able to cook, must be up for nudity... call 07 666 666 666

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earz

New Post! yay for choc chip cookies :)
April 08, 2006 @ 12:59:05 pm
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just another beautifully crushed heart in this big bad world...
im so confused, guys are so difficult to understand, and i was talking to a really nice girl i know on msn, but she appeared all slutty, so now im uber lost. </3 what chance have i got at falling in love??

i decided that i'd be a much nicer person if someone loved me, but all i seem 2 find are those who just want fun, yesh i wanna have fun too, but i want feelings to actually be involved at some level. i can't cope with no strings, jeez im only 16 i shouldnt have 2.

im fed up of getting messed around, why can't guys just tell the truth??

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earz

New Post! my new piece of writing
March 13, 2006 @ 06:05:28 pm
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A Shrink

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earz

New Post! ello ello ello!!!!
March 01, 2006 @ 05:07:52 pm
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well im wuite happy these days!!! getting right in2 my skool work, been working reali hard at skool then coming home and doing a pile of homework!!

i might just get excellent grades after all =D

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earz

New Post! ello from my hospital bed
February 21, 2006 @ 09:13:47 pm
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yep i overdosed. im now messing about with the bedside tv, radio, internet thingy. just thot id say hi.

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earz

New Post! valentines....
February 13, 2006 @ 05:33:02 pm
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i hate valentines day!!!

okaaay background this is gonny b my first valentines day where im not actually single, so i shud b happy. it should be more enjoyable than any of the other years. im scared my hunni doesnt like what i got him i ddint wanna get him that mushy crap eg red hearts etc etc.... therefore i got him a book about the history of ferrari, a silver car air freshner for in his car, and a parker pen. (the pen is soemthing between us lol) he's learning to drive so i hope he'll find it appropriate.... do u think he will????

just i never know what 2 get him, for his birthday i just got him a few dvds coz i had no idea what else 2 get him, n xmas i got him a simpsons bottle opener and shower gel n stuff.

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