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Grasshopper
Just me.
| I've been in a depressive slump the last several months July 24, 2014 @ 03:35:08 am1 | |
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| That's one reason I haven't been on much.
Almost every day I'd get so depressed my whole body would just ache and feel 10 times heavier.
I was constantly dwelling on what people have said to me or I've done wrong in the past. The more I thought about it, the more I just wanted to slit my wrist.
I started seeing a therapist that I can actually connect with. Turns out I don't have bipolar, just bad depression and anxiety. I'm learning new coping skills and I'm on a med that helps a little more. Even though things still aren't perfect, it's going a lot better.
What's even better, this therapist is haawwwt!7 comments | Reply |
Grasshopper
Just me.
| My squeaks! May 03, 2014 @ 03:33:09 am0 | |
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| These mice, once they're old enough, will be used for breeding purposes.
The two females are Alice (Grey) and Donna (Brown)
The Male is Just Pete. (Orange)More... | 1 comments | Reply |
Grasshopper
Just me.
| four hours of sleep and 30oz of coffee... April 12, 2014 @ 09:17:05 am0 | |
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| Perfect for a 22 year-old to take on the world! Now just an hour and 42 minutes and 30 seconds until my shift starts... 2 comments | Reply |
Grasshopper
Just me.
| Too much... March 31, 2014 @ 01:54:39 am0 | |
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| I can't handle feeling this way anymore. I feel isolated from everybody else, because I just don't understand them and I'm so sensitive. Like for example, deep down I know they're joking with me, but I still can't help but take it personally. And I'm afraid to tell people that I don't find it funny, because I'm afraid people will say "Oh take a f***ing joke! Stop being a baby!"
And I feel I'll never be good enough at any job I do, as there's always something I forget. Today I randomly broke down crying while cleaning a bathroom because I just knew I wouldn't do it right.
I don't think I should work around people at all. I just want to be happy in life.
And people are like "Well that's life, get used to it"
Maybe I don't want to live anymore. I am so tired of being depressed and different. I'll never be truly understood.4 comments | Reply |
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