made you feel so trapped.im sorry i expected so much from someone who was just learning what aduld relationships were about(
)im sorry i scared you,but i was only thinking about myself.im sorry i didnt care when i should have.please forgive me!!!you see ive come to an understanding that as time passes you forget most things and what remains is a possitve or negitive feeling.my brain cycles turn the garbage and what was left was a longing to hear your voice to see you smile at me.when i saw you at the club and i saw fear and all i could say was "i moved"(i was at a bar and the waitress could not get threw the crowd so i started yelling and pushing ppl i did not see him but i yelled at him to move.when i noticed it was him i just walked away and he said that he moved out of the way).Dont get me wrong im not saying come back to me.im just saying please dont fear me.i have relized that somethings arnt worth holding onto.and hate for someone you had true love with is stupid.you shared an eighth of my life with me you stood with me threw injury and depression living indoor and out.what im saying is i love you and always will no matter how mad i was i never would have done you any harm.ive felt this way for a long time,but never knew how to act on it.the words and nerve elude me.so i wrote this note and dropped it off at your work.im still more scared of you then any man ive ever known.well beloved know that you are a star and dont let anyone tell you any different.
call me sometime id like to catch up 723-1552
wow this is the stupidest thing ive ever read what a f***en goof.should i even give him the satisfaction of a reply.or should i pretend i never read it and still not even look,talk or think of him.its taken him three years or more to say this its to little to late and i think hes just druged out and feeling sorry for himself