@lil_bear01 Said
My psycho-ex used to use the 'suicide' line after every single beating which was over 10 times a day.
I finally snapped to my shame and grabbed a butcher knife and told him to 'do it' and quit talking about it.
I was under a mind f*** with his games and ended up being really 'numb'.
As for the people that find the victims of suicide, I can relate to their being angry. It's got to be very, very hard to find someone you love 'dead' by their hand.
All this talking will never change anything, but at least everyone is letting their feelings on the topic out and if anyone thinking about doing it is reading this in passing can get a perspective from every angle.
And by people, I mean the ones that want to commit suicide and all the other people that have dealt with the finding of a loved one that has committed suicide or just dealing with anyone having these thoughts.
Great topic with every type of view on it can be very helpful to even one person and to me it's great. For all we know someone has NOT committed suicide because of what they've read here today and someone that thinks it's selfish is re-thinking their views on the pain of such a person..
In a serious situation such as this (your ex beating you repeatedly (BTW, I'm so sorry you were hurt so badly over and over)), I completely understand you telling him to do it. He needed help and obviously wouldn't make an effort to get it as he continued to beat YOU and then feel sorry for himself. I'm sorry to have to say it, but I have no sympathy for someone like that and I'm glad you got away from him.