-This is meant to be a song, not really a poem-
I've got my little black heart in its little black box
My mind keeps screaming please make this stop
Im slowly fading from the top
Cuz i've got my little black heart in its little black box
I've been running so long that my minds gone crazy
I'm beginning to feel so gosh darn lazy
and im trying to drag myself back up
but im stuck here with this little black heart
so drenched in fear that its not so funny
So scared of steps that i take off running
Taking the steps to the crazy life
bringing myself to a constant flight
Take off, slow down my minds gone crazy
Just give me a chance, please come save me baby
Ill take the crash one more time
cuz my hearts so weak and my mind so blind
I've got my little black heart in its little black box
and im constantly falling from the top
the top of life at which i stood
I'll forget all the times you've misunderstood
Im screaming so loud that my lungs are bleeding
My heart beat pumps with a failure of leading
But all i know is that i;ve got my little black heart in its little black box
Ill say it till the facts hit home
I cared too much to make myself show
A life so flattened by a deaf tone
but baby ill show you whats goin on
Writeing on paper, and erasing the fake
Ill take a knife and cut out the blanks
The wrist so tender and the mind a blender
Heart beats fading and foot steps waiting
Taking off running in slow motion
Just remember my life as the almighty oceans
I've got my little black heart in its little black box
and im constantly falling from the top
the top of life at which i stood
Ill forget all the times you've misunderstood
I'm screaming so loud that my lungs are bleeding
My heart beat pumps with the failure of leading
But all i know is i've got my little black heart in its little black box.
Two steps foreward, then a million back
My lifes gone crazy, completely wack
From this day foreward all i know
Is i've got my little black heart to no longer show.