I miss things the way they used to be when you guys were still talking to me, but you guys are stubborn. It's been 8 months now and it still hurts. I come in and you guys start pretending you don't know me. Treated me as nothing more than a customer. All for what? Just so you guys could pick up where Carra left off? I don't even exist any more around you guys and no one even cared. Whenever you guys talked to each other, I get left out in the cold.
Try going through what I went through. What if you had a personality disorder and saw everything black and white? What if literally everyone had to like you, no exceptions, in order for you to not throw fits? Then you run into someone who don't like you for NO reason. Would it still matter that everyone else was still talking to you? You'd go after that ONE person like I did and possibly do crazy things for a rage outlet.
I'm sorry if I cursed you guys out and mistreating y'all. Please forgive me. I had tried to stay away from Carra at first and had only managed to for 3 months bc I have a mental illness. I tried to hold in my rage and not throw tantrums, but it exploded out of me anyway. Please come back...come back