we all have a child and adult aspects of our personalities. The ability to display the correct personality for the situation is a sign of sanity.
thought of death reminds us that our days are limited (seize the day)
I think that you may be steeped in analytics... He said that, inside, it's the exact opposite.
Well, that would mean that, when inside, he is liking stuff, and tossing an adult, right???
I was around in late 20's, when my mature finally kicked in, at least, some of it. depending which of my family's members would ask back then.
it seem you are between child within and heading mature. which in normal, that I gather from what you mean inside your home and what doing outside your home.