@sTreetAngeL Said
Then just tell them that...That you love them, but need to find your own place in the world..
Believe me, they will be able to relate...And there is no shame in missing the people that we love, and telling one another that you will...
I think you will find this to be a comfort in your alone time once you are in your own space; rather than memories of fighting...
With having first talked things out, it will give you feelings of peace; and comfort to fall back on when the feelings of missing them sets in; and vice versa for them.
they no i travel alot and usaly im fine but this time im not im emotional im scared and more importantly i feel guilty not being with them at Christmas. i would love to tell them how i feel but then they will worry about me and it will make it harder for them to let me go.
@rosexthorn Said
This is the perfect way for things to be with family but unfortunately not all families are close enough to even talk to or even want to talk to because of long time estrangements for reasons that go way too deep to overcome in their own minds or hearts.
If you can then stay close to family, but also realize that family is not necessarily only because of the 'blood' people share. At times we have family in people we aren't related to by any biological means at all and that's perfectly fine also..
i am close to them and there always there for me but my mums a worrier and if she thinks im worried about something it will make her worry more so iv but this shield up and act like a heartless b**** so she things im strong and can look after myself and that she has nothing to worry about.
i usaly would talk to my best mate about all this but she heavily pregnant and is very emotional so i dont wont to bother her with my problems