dont you think life is just a massive test

It's a game of cognition fighting for an more opportunistic stance because through the efforts of the positive mind that which is implemented and constructed will be that which is nurturing and supporting of us and the environment.

So in a challenge of cognitives were the flames of Hell intended to torture and punish or blacksmith a stronger sword?

I don't have a beard, but are you taliking about me?
If life 'is' a test, I failed miserably.

JustMe, what would make you say that?

You haven't finished yet.

yup! there is a fat a** sitting behind the cameras of London and in america at least laughing his a** off at everything we do every single day that no one else catches.

I always fail tests. (Plus I was trying to be witty, failed at that too )
And please, call me Spadge.

you know what, f*** all these s*** games, hes playing, who's up for hungry hippo,s x

Will do.

twister?

Nosey, I hope that you're being closer with your family. Human company will help you take your mind of all of this. I've lost both of my parents and my grand mother so I know how it is.

Just keep in mind, death isn't an intentional challenge or test it's a natural process that occurs because we all eventually wear out and break down.

I think right now you need affection, closeness and hugs and perhaps even join a local support group that can all share their insights.