@44c44 Said
about three years ago and I have no idea why I was very sad me and my sister was very close she had a great life good grades everyone liked her she was nice to me and then all of a sudden she killed herself I found her hanging by a rope in her room (I looked though a window and saw her she locked the door.) I have been trying to figure out why she did it to this day no idea why.
I know you don't know her but does anyone know why people kill them selfs?
About fifteen years ago I fell into mental illness but managed to get it under control and nowadays have a very strange perception of life but have learned to cope by not giving a s*** and realizing that my unusual perception actually makes life interesting where as if it would've continued on as normal it might feel more like an ongoing boring chore right now.
Either way, if this girl had an odd perception and was afraid to share it with anyone else, she might not have taken on the devil may care attitude that I have and decided that she couldn't live with it.
That is one possibility.
But there are other instances where completely normal people have taken their lives due to an instantaneous and accidental slip of the mind related to drugs - illegal or medicinal.
I'm not sure what talk show I was watching years ago but some completely normal and happy guy, under the influence of a prescription drug, lost rationality for a second and decided to steer his car off the road and into a wall.
So this might not have been an ongoing thing but result of a brief loss of reasoning.