@Electric_Banana Said
Ok, let me explain that I haven't spent a whole lot of my life in church. Just a few times to humor religious family members and for a short while when I first went nuts and went running for an exorcism.
But, within Christianity, not all Christian denominations are the same. And that is why there is argument amongst themselves.
No one has told me this but putting the clues together, all but one of the denominations stand as false prophets and are worshiping Satan - hence you get 'righteousness' and 'EGO' and 'Hell.'
I've often times seen Christianity as lesson one in multi tiered classroom. The next, elevated, class from Christianity would be Buddhism or the Tao where in we come to accept that all is intended and light and dark are both important parts of life that must be balanced and accessed in moderation.
Throughout these lessons "Hell" isn't done away with completely but the wrathful and hateful fire and lava idea is.
Within Buddhism it is suggested that the very life we live right now is constructed in such a manner that it can actually be viewed as a 'hell' if the individual's cognitive abilities are not strong enough to default in positive perception of our life.
For every time you've considered 'ending it all', there has also been a time that you've been happy to be alive.
It is through cognition that we eventually find our peace, joy and happiness within this very environment.
Wow, I thought most of what you said here is pretty interesting. And I certainly can see where you are coming from! I also agree with some of your statements here and the way you put your views and beliefs you have is very much what I feel! Well done!!!