I can see where you are coming from, I am 41 but when I was young my dad never loved me he hated me told me he wished I was not born he even wanted me dead, he beat me a lot, but I new he was my dad and wanted him to love me, he treaded my brothers bad as well, one brother spoke to my dad bad I didn?t, there is a lot of reasons why people talk to there parents bad, some damage done from parents to kids when they were young never ever leave them, you can forgive but not forget, so its hard for people that never have there parents love them, what I don?t get is why the hell these people have kids and treat them like this, for the way I was treated as a kid I am the opposite with my kids now, they were all spoilt and had the love from a mother they should have had, and I would kill if anyone hurt my kids, you should put pen to paper and write your parents a letter , you will find they will read it , if you go talk to them how you feel they will just interrupt you at least a letter they read it all, not saying it will work but at least you can say I tried and always remember its there loss not yours,
There should be more help out there for kids as this has been going on for years parents getting away with treating there kids like they don?t matter or even shutting out one kid and not the others, I know it must be painful for you as it would anyone not just kids, stand up and be proud ask them why they shut you out or do the letter, if it don?t change then you need help to get you through this, don?t suffer alone , I did and now I wish I never because I feel all them years I wasted trying to get my parents to love me, its there loss not yours.you need hugs