@Kristy69 Said 
NOT trying to be dirty, but give us the dirt.
When? Who? Why? Do you regret it now?
I was 14, it was July 10th 2007, 4 months into my relationship. My ex-boyfriend, I was with for a year and a half. Why? Idk, I guess I thought it would keep him around. I was in a state of depression and being rebellious. I just had my dad walk out and I was troubled.
I DEEPLY regret it to this day. I used to hate myself because of it and letting him talk me into it more than once.
But I've come to grips and don't hate myself anymore.
I've learned my lesson, and am abstinent.
Now that I'm older, and depending on my next relationship is when I'll make the decision when to have sex again.
At the moment, I don't want to until I'm in college (or out). That way I can deal with the potential of having a child.
ok lol lets see...
it was in october, i was 15, it was my best frined derek b day n it was me and my ex bf Jamies one month...yeah i know iknow only one month but thats how i do it with my bfs...i wait a month and if they want to wait longer we will...but i will never ever again have sex before one month again because that makes me seem wayy too easy n it never wortks out if you dont make the guy wait a lil lol...
Why? lol idk because i was stupid virgin n i thought i was ready...i was really tired of waiting n at the time i thought the guy i was with was "the one"...
Yes, i do regret it now...because the guy was abusive physically n emotionally to me, and hes a complete a** with no sense of love...at least thats what i think...i mean i still talk to him and hes gotten a lil better but im gladd sooo f***ing glad that we ended it lol...because im with someone sooo very special right now...and i wish i wouldve waited...till my bf now or at least until one that actually mean something...but i do wish i saved it for justin, hes f***ing great lmao...<3 
May 26, 2009 @ 17:26:34
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