please help my 7 years of depression with my small boobs

You don't have nothing, you have 4 children! I know you still have to think of yourself but the kids and their happines is your priority.
Any time you feel down do what i do and just stand and watch them for a while, one of my sons smiles can take away any troubles.

Ao true! Well said. bybee

Sounds like you need to reassess your worth and the importance of breasts to that.
Your kids are learning from you now and it's not setting a very good example for you to be so obsessive about your body.

Your entire sexuality and physical being is not encompassed simply within your breasts, look at all the beautiful celebrities today and super models that have size A's.
Your breast size does not make you who you are and you need to start desensitizing yourself to this notion.

It's impossible to get this kind of advice over the internet from many voices, in spite of your negative experiences in the past i recommend seeing a counselor and really giving it a shot,look around for someone that suits you, after giving them a solid chance.

for you and your families sake.

Seven years, if you had put one pound and 1p away every day you would have enough money for a b*** job.

I work for the NHS and i know that money for breast surgery has to be saved for those who had breast cancer or they have gross asymmetry.

I know some women just arent happy until they have breast surgery, to the point where they refuse to leave the house or even have sex. Even this does not qualify you for surgery on the NHS.

Seriously if you are that troubled then open a saving account and save up for it. I know you are on tax credits but if it means you will be able to have a happy relationship then its worth it.

Its common for teenage boys to actually grow what looks like breasts but they are hard cysts. Nature can be a cruel thing.

I totally agree. Wear micro miniskirts and show off your sexy legs. Wear tight pants to show off your well endowed butt. Strut your stuff around and you just may feel sexy again. Some guy just may be fascinated with the unique shape of your boobs. I know I would be. I'm totally a leg man and hardly notice a female's chest at all.

J.R.

Eat loads of cupcakes!

That's certain to size up your jugs.

Tsktsktsk

Beautiful is beautiful. You are.

No I didn't mean it in a horrible sense..

I meant gaining weight so that body fat can make up for a percentage of the muscles that are inactive or non-existant.

Didnt mean it in a horrible sense?
You forget, I know you

One thing I am not getting is there are no muscles in breasts...do you mean your chest muscles?

breast (brest)
Glandular organ located on the chest. The breast is made up of connective tissue, fat, and breast tissue that contains the glands that can make milk. Also called mammary gland.

I thought your op was sus but this post has convinced me.