moving down the highway, no smile
Today I made many many miles
The good doctor who takes Me in after the fool
even He is backing up to punt now
And Im so worried, and life can be so cruel
"Have the brain surgeon re-test it" He sugests
The same guy who put Me in this condition?
"No thanks" Says I "A NEW surgeon would be best!"
So now, with spinal taps and MRIs and CAT scans looming
back to square one..... ah geez I hope My head AGAIN they wont be over grooming!
(shaved! NOOOO!)
My SHY so so SHY nature has bitten Me this time
I have hidden how ill I am from lots of people
My Father is sad now, as are My dearest Friends....Id given them no sign!
But no longer can I hide it, the pain and concern burned into My face
I feel unworthy of this world! I wish I could disappear with no trace
All I offer My peers is trouble, my loved ones worry, myself pain!
I feel like I am nothing to this world but a drain
My quiet nature.... I have told not even Beautiful K
Will she understand, or just be blown away?
There could be a bright side, a true solution, yes
But for over 7 months now, My health has "spiraled downward" at best.
New pills of one kind Im on, more of another
Like a young guy needs THIS MANY! oh brother....
All for the better it will be,
Perhaps its best this happens to Me
There is no way Id be of any count to K like this!
no way!
Just a wonderful beautiful light I can wish to kiss
"Pie in the sky" they says of dreams like that
Maybe this is why Ive always lived fast and dreamed so FAT!
Im coming to the real conclusion that maybe...
I could well just be a shooting star, do You know?