i can get some very strong 'flashbacks' from military service. just recently, i had one so bad that the T.R.G. had to attend. they handles the situation really well, didnt come in with 'all-guns-blazing', just stood back and recommend i go to hospital.
of course, thats when things start to go bad... some young female 'know-it-all' psychiatrist put me on a detention order for two days, even after i had told her of the concern for my dog being at home alone, that i didnt need to be in the emergency ward with lights on and people shouting/walking around preventing me from sleeping.
so, strapped to the bed with me coming off a 'flash' only made things worse. then i get another young 'know-it-all', giving me the generic "are you getting messages/people following you garbage".
thats the last time anyone is going to get me near a psych facility. they call me "non-compliant" just cos i refuse to get on the med wagon, but hey, at least i dont drink gallons of soft drink/eat junk food and hit the PS3, after almost 18 years out of the military im still 'battle ready'. im about to re-join because thats the only thing i want to do. i may not be able to go out to the local shops without wanting to punch somebody in the eye, but i can go and do the most complicated/dangerous mission like im brushing my teeth.
head out to afghanistan in march... i just want everyone to know you have to find your way yourself. meds, 'puppy walking/bottom wiping aint gonna help anyone.