"Left Behind"

Im left behind
I can no longer climb
These steps of life
I cannot describe
This stress of mine
In this messed up life
In which I reside
Music is my only escape
When im faced
Everyday
With today
Im embraced
By the hate
And either way
The stakes
Are the same
Everyday
Im faced
With the pain
My brain
Flowing with hate
As I've screamed before
Im going insane
Im going a way
Where Im forced to stay
Where Im forced to say
Im forced to pray
Where theres no hope
Where Im trapped in a hole
With no rope
Suicides my only other option
And Im to scared to adopt it
The slits in my wrists
Im to scared to relive it
Scared into repentence
In short
Im to scared to revisit

Revisit Those lost times
Where I had a lost mind
Where I bought time
To cross lives
When Music was my only escape
My only way
Headphones Blaring
With tears on my face
Music was my paradise
When I was scared of life
When I was to scared to stand up for the right
When I was to scared to fight
Back when....Back when....Back when...
I shouldnt say that
Cause this is how I am now
No smiles and all frowns
To scared to be loud
To scared to be foul
Im just a kid thats shallow
A kid scared of his own shadow...

that reminds me off a big poo i had, interesting story it was, i were in the middle of timbuktu and i had this massive poo i did -- (next chapter next issue dont miss)

...kool :D