" I Don't Love You ...... Alright , I Do ! "

I never loved you
That u have to know
I never thought of you
And I am really sorry to tell u so

Everytime when we were together I waited for the time you say goodbye
Haven't you noticed me watching the girls passing by ?

No wonder i didn't care when you got engaged
Since you made no difference in my life and nothing you have changed

I don't want to tell you more that will break your heart
But I am sure that we could be great frinds , lets just start

No ....
No we can't
We can't be ..
It was just a lie
I am sure that you didn't believe me
You know how hard is it on me to lie
I just gave it a try
But it was worthless , because you already know who am I
You know that you are the reason I sleep for to dream by
You know that the moment I hold your hands I swear I could fly
And when the tears roll over your cheeks and you start to cry
That kills me so hard and I wish I could die
Oh God !!
I wish I could manipulate the truth and learn how to lie !!

But ...
How am i expecting you to beleive that lie ?
When am sure that you clearly remember
What I told you when we were on the seashore
I told you that I could hug you for evermore
I wished to stay with you more and more

I love you and I just wish to change that fact
I wish I could pretend that I hate you , I wish I could act !
I wish I could hide the misery in my heart that is cracked

Please God help me bear the pain i feel every time I sigh
The pain I feel every time she walks by
Help me get over her love and learn how to lie and lie and lie !

Oh yeah, i've been there. but it was good. nice poetic way to get your emotions out that eat you up. if this is true, just give it time. and don't lie to yourself, it will only make it worse.

Oh thanx alot ... it's not true by the way coz i truly beleive that a good poet must create the state , live in it and portray his feelings from his own perspective , it shouldn't always be true

very good poem

awww allyson what a cute little cat

Thanx allyson and yeah the cat is cute

i luv it. though it's sad. good job