So, I had a heart-wrenching dream.
Yesterday afternoon, I was taking a much-needed nap. During that nap, I had a dream that included myself, a good friend of mine and someone I hold dear. In this dream, I had two moments, one more painful than the other. The first moment was me walking up to confess my feelings to the one I held dear (let's call her C). She rejected me, then told me we could never speak again. She was somber when she did it. The next moment was when I found out why. My friend (We'll call him K) sat down next to me and told me that he caught feelings for C, and they started dating. He apologized, for he knew how I felt and what my plan was. At that moment, I had feelings I had in the past that I fear.
When I woke up, my left ear started burning, and I felt sad and confused. I know it was a dream, but like my dream in the summer, it felt real. I was betrayed and heartbroken. I'm not sure if it's in my head, or if it's a sign that I'm going to get some terrible news.
Oct 16, 2019 @ 04:30:44
