And then there was non...

I have infact lost.... everyone and everything that once meant something to me.. some said.. they dnt wish to know what is in my life... others just have nothing good to say.. I wish them all the best but after so many years im friendship... I really dnt F&u%& CARE ANYMORE..

You still have me, S, and the girl with da fleas. No else matter but us so screw em. But perhaps you can get her some flea treatments. I can hear her scratching from here, you know, my cabin in da woods.

2 of them are no longer my friens or on my friends list...

I'm getting worried now. Please pm me if something is going on, okay. I'm worried about you.

I've been there. We all have. But don't give up hope. I reached out and found some good friends that provided an ear for venting, and since then found someone who in due time grew to be my soulmate and fiance. Hang in there!

I was all like, look at that Leon talking about me until you mentioned soulmate and finace.

Oh you were definitely one of those friends, and still are.

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Shucks. I love you, my friend.

yea well ive just givn up on everything.. everything that I thought truly ever loved me and cared, never really did.. they alll left found better or holding on to wat seems better.. im done..

I do not wish to be part of this society again... its nothing suicidal... its more of falling off the grid.. there is nothing more I can do...I am tired of being let down...of being second, or optional...I dnt have a use to society.. that all

This I can empathize with and I theory that either:

A. We are meant to come to our senses and refute this world

or

B. Most in this world are here because....well....they're slower than most others in an external real world of sorts so this habitat stands haven for those too moronic to function properly in a real world.

Now what is my part in all of this? I believe before entering I was mind-wipe so that it would be impossible to reveal anything to anyone because I would also be lost - I'm pretty sure that I'm only here because I'm a charity worker.

Welcome back...don’t leave it so long next time and so sorry for any upset you are experiencing that the moment.
But I’m sure there are a lot of positives in your life, what is going on for you right now?