@pixiee Said
My comment was not intended to be condescending or ignorant... I believe that your dreams give you the knowledge necessary to deal with life's situations.. Sometimes sadly, the meaning behind the dream is only figured out in hind sight... I had the same nightmare for over a year when I was a teenager and after a terrible occurence the dreams stopped.. A few years later, when bothered by different dreams I decided to study them. I learned that the dreams I had for over a year were a warning to the terrible situation that occurred when my dreams ended. Had I been able to figure it out before hand, perhaps I could have saved myself some misery... Point being the answers to what I needed to know were right there in front of me every night.. I just missed the meaning.
I believe that there is an answer to everything.. Every question, every sign.. Everything happens for a reason. everything. I was trying to get some conversation going about specific dreams trying to help.. No offence intended, but if this is so personal you are going to get defensive and not want to talk about it.. why post it on a talk forum???
I'm not defensive about the subject of my nightmares. I thought you were dismissing the severity of my situation by saying I should know what to do about it. I've posted about them because I'm truly troubled.
I have 4 solutions to my problem.
1. Family counseling - No go. I'm the only one who's willing to try it.
2. Completely cut my family out of my life. - I'm willing to do this, but I will still need counseling, which I cannot afford at the moment.
3. Find some way to completely erase the trauma of the past. - ???
4. End my life. - Permanent "solution" to a temporary (?) problem. This isn't a valid option.