""The mind can't tell the body, what the heart already knows""  queenofhearts
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Joined: Mar 2007 |
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I,m out of here for a few days , you lot take care and all have fun  Bye for now   | |
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For now See you all later  | |
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I went to smoking cessation this morning for more patches and i,m doing really well  I had my smoking levels tested and they came back has 0 So i,m really chuffed with myself. I,m still having my ups and downs but each day hopefully from now on will be a little better.
Current Music: Fergie Big Girls Don't Cry
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"Only God Knows Why"
I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks f*** with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
Yeah
As it...hey
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the s*** that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey
Current Music: Kid Rock Only God knows
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`Me something to smile about someone  Its one week today since i gave up smoking That i am proud of! But i don't know why i feel so flat and down  I have noticed that since i have quit i,m waking up at 4:00 to 5:00 of a morning and i don't know if its just tiredness getiing me down and making me feel depressed.
Anyways enough of my moaning. | |
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Who said giving up smoking was easy  I feel sick and dizzy this morning and i,m not sleeping well due to the nicotine patches i,m wearing.Although i have learnt how to deal with a craving and thats to change my way of thinking when my brain screams for a ciggie I just hope that i can carry on with the positive thoughts | |
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To get some rest now and follow my doctors orders for once in my life  Night all and sweet dreams | |
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I seem now to have had a bad chest for days and can't get to the doctors because of all the work with the new bathroom being done. I was sitting here this morning and the room started to spin and my lips went numb.
Kind of scared me into seeing the doctor tonight. Since then my legs are shaking and i feel really dizzy whats wrong with me  | |
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Earlier today my mom was taken ill,lucky enough shes being sent home and is getting some rest.
To make matters worse Chloe my 12 year old daughter has just returned from the shop really upset! There was three men delievring some things she told me.
They started to ask her age which she didn't reply when they started telling her shes fit and she looks like shes just had sex.
I just got my coat on to confront the s***s and they have gone 
A women was there and i have no idea where she lives because i was hoping to get the name off the van they were in! | |
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I got to call it a night my eyes won't stay open on me much longer. Damn i,m getting old
Night sweet dreams all you brilliant tfsers | |
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