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Chelsea_59
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7800 points | The Lyrics to that song...
September 27, 2008 @ 02:59:53 pm | that Ryan sang to me last night @ his school's annual fall talent show (this is "our song" [you know how couples have that cute "our song" thing? this is oursss]::::
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Chelsea_59
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7800 points | No no no, what a dork!
September 27, 2008 @ 02:34:50 pm | Omfg, Ryan is such a dork! Lol, I love him to death, but he's a bona fide hopeless romantic.
So here's the deal, yesterday, his highschool had their annual fall talent show, and he invited me. And guess who registered? Why, Ryan of course. I never thought he would do it, but Goddamn... what he did made me bawl my eyes out.
He sang "Your Guardian Angel" (by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus). And before he began, he said:
"This is for my one in a million girl, Chelsea."
He seriously makes my heart fly.  1 comments | Reply |
Chelsea_59
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7800 points | The idiot of the world award
August 31, 2008 @ 01:17:18 am | So yesterday, I had to go out and buy my sister a pregnancy test. Thank GOD it was negative. She wasn't convinced, so she took another, still negative.
Most 17 year old girls would be scared to death at the petential of being prengnant, but not Brittany. For the last 7 months, she's been dating this idiot named Josh. Josh keeps telling Brittany: "I want a baby." and Brittany being the dumb f**k she is, listens to him. If Josh told her to jump off a building she would. She is so stupid!
Bottom line: she is trying to get pregnant!!!
She keeps saying: "Oh I'm not trying or anything."
But I read through her text messages. Her and Josh have unprotected sex everytime they see each other. She has this vision in her head that she can have the baby her and Josh will get married. THey'll both finish high school AND college and live happily ever after in the suburbs with the white picket fence.
SHE IS A FUCKING IDIOT!
I'll tell you what's gonna happen. She'll get pregnant, Josh will leave her before the baby is 1. She'll end up a single mom with no help from Josh and the baby is gonna grow up in a broken home.
I'm sick of her. I wish she would just leave forever and I'd enver see her again.  9 comments | Reply |
Chelsea_59
Über Master Debater
7800 points | My explanation...
August 23, 2008 @ 01:18:57 pm | of why I haven't been on much. Well, if some of you have read past journals I mentioned that Ryan was moving back to MD to be with his grandparents. Well he did and because he's only 30 - 40 mins away, we've been seeing each other a lot. His granddad, Roy, is really cool with driving Ryan and I places to be together.
So I'm really happy. I'm enjoying life with Ryan and everything right now seems just flawless, blissful, and beautiful.
TTFN!2 comments | Reply |
Chelsea_59
Über Master Debater
7800 points | As far as purity rings go...
August 15, 2008 @ 02:23:23 am | Ryan was talking with his granddad, Roy, about what happened between us. Roy asked Angela (his grandmom) where their old purity rings were.
Angela has to look for them yet, but Roy wants to give his old on to Ryan. It's just a silver band that says: "Pure" in the inside of the band and on the outside there is a small cross etched in.
Angela offered me hers, but I told her that I could never take it from her. Plus, my mom gave me her old one.  That was really special. It's not anything Holy looking, it's a gold ring (I'm more partial to silver but w/e) and it has a few tiny diamonds surrounding an Amethyst. It's a little bit flashy and that kinda turns me off, but it's really not all that bad and it's special, you know?
My mom, Roy and Angela are very proud of Ryan and our decision.2 comments | Reply |
Chelsea_59
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7800 points | I saw what real love is today.
August 15, 2008 @ 01:40:28 am | So today, Ryan picked me up for our date.
But he had two bouquets of flowers on the passenger seat.
He said one was for me and the other was for his mom.
Long story short, his mom killed herself 2 years ago.
So he asked me if I minded going to the cemetary for a short visit before we went to the movies. Of course I didn't mind at all.
And then he did it. He cried in front of me. Never in my life has any guy ever one that. We both sat against her head stone and I held him as he cried. I actually started crying myself. And we prayed together.
That was the most beautiful thing I have ever done. I felt such a stong connection with God and Ryan then.
Then we both decided to become abstinent. We're going to wait until marriage until we have sex again.
Lord knows I am no virgin, and I know I can't ever get it back, but all I can do now is accept my mistake and prevent it from now on.6 comments | Reply |
Chelsea_59
Über Master Debater
7800 points | The Ingrate
August 12, 2008 @ 02:14:50 pm | Brittany,
I call you an ungrateful bitch,
because that's exactly what you are.
Mom has given you everything,
but I haven't heard a thank you so far.
You blame her on your problems,
she the reason you can't succeed.
Even though she holds you above herself,
you continue with all your greed.
If she's really the witch you say she is,
then maybe you should just leave.
She should no longer waste her love,
on someone who won't believe.
Everything you have is because of her,
so stop acting like a stupid brat.
She held us high when she was down,
I didn't think you'd forget about that.
You need to realize all you have,
and stop pretending your life is rough.
Mom deserves more gratitude,
and I've serisouly had enough.
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Chelsea_59
Über Master Debater
7800 points | Dancer
August 12, 2008 @ 03:24:01 am | She hasen't let them go,
she's holding on tight.
Cuz it's the only comfort
that she can get at night.
The hope that someday,
her son can lead a good life.
The dream that one day,
she can be a good mom and wife.
Her dreams aren't yet reality,
she has more dues to pay.
The nice life she had before this,
she recklessly threw away.
In tiny clothes and heavy make-up,
she goes out to the spotlight.
Buisness men whoop and holler,
as she tries to make it through the night.
The only friend she has left,
is a cold, tall, metal pole.
To pay the rent she sold this buinsess,
her life, her heart, her soulReply |
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