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36/NA/Sydney, Australia
Join Date: Mar 2007

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Age:	36
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yesitsme
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My "life's tough" entry
June 29, 2007 @ 10:57:19 pm

Please dont read this if you dont like people whinging about how bad their lives are lol. Its not an attempt at attention seeking its just me venting. I think it might help right now to write stuff down.

My mate died a couple of weeks ago. I've never had someone die that has been a close friend. This guy wansnt really that close but I knew him well. My friends were VERY close to him and I guess that why it hit me so hard. I officially hate funerals. I couldnt stay around to see his coffin get taken out. I pretty much had to run outside so no-one could see the state that I was in. When they literally closed the curtain on his life I've never ever felt so gutted in my whole life.

Emma you probably met the guy when you were here. Such a nice guy. I know everyone's gonna miss him.

Next whinge..... school. Its so damn hard. I'm not sure if I can handle having so many people want so much from me. It's staring to f**k with my head. It's so demanding and the kind of person I am... I just cant say no to people that need things. I know I should take a step back and treat it like a job but I dunno. It's hard and its starting to really get me down.

Next, I'm going through bad times with my g/f atm. We broke up (again!!) last weekend and this time I'm not sure that things can be fixed. She's currently staying with her parents so its good to have time to myself and now I'm staring to enjoy her not being around. I got used to not having her here when she was o.s. and I guess I learnt to like it. Now I'm wondering if I might be better off being by myself - especially after all the s**t she did to me.

ok thats it..... for now. Life's tough but so what huh? "I'm alive".

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My new song.....
June 29, 2007 @ 10:40:24 pm

Well its pretty old now lol but thought you guys might be interested. myspace.com/aramaiconline "Dreams"

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New Song!!!
April 21, 2007 @ 01:58:08 am

Feedback would be good

Its just a demo at this stage but see what you think.

Rewind

link [www.myspace.com]

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