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dragonpoet
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2423 points | Random thoughts?
October 23, 2008 @ 02:39:22 am | Random thoughts? Are they truly random or just small bits of thoughts not yet sorted or placed? Perhaps that is all they are indeed……yet how much of our daily lives are touched by random events from a look to a touch, to something that happens, a word spoken? How much of our lives does one truly control or is it nothing more then randomness that enters into our small spheres of existence besides the schedules we place upon ourselves? Then again, perhaps life in itself is nothing more then a struggle to exist, to survive? Yet, what mark do we leave behind when our lives are said and done? Do we leave any at all or become nothing more then forgotten ghost as those who may have known us think of us less and less, until not a shimmer of our present exists?
I know not but then perhaps these answers are not meant to be known by one such as myself. At times questions roll easy from my thoughts but the answers are like a speeding freight train escaping my grasp. May haps no true answers even exist that it is an illusion to think one may be able discover the answers, for in the end, what is truth? Is it but an individual perception of what one believes it to be?
Most of the trees are now draped in their autumn colors with a scattered few late bloomers still draped in green, and perhaps if the sun’s heavenly glow had honored us today, the colors would be shimmering so brightly, but alas, the day is heavily overcastted and the chill in the air easily seeps into one’s bones instantly chilling one. There is little doubt that winter is but a toss away, at least on this day, it is so very clear the cold which will soon be dancing upon us and with regret I miss the warmth of only a few days ago. Regretting that my time had been spent locked away within a sightless building with but brief moments from here to there to enjoy the briskness of autumn. Perhaps there are a few days yet to enjoy that, but soon the frigidness of winter will be upon us, and the cold will for the most part trap us within four walls, till the spring comes forth once again.
Yet, I find myself thinking upon on the season of my youth, which seems so long ago…a faded memory amongst the memories held inside. The excitement once felt with the approaching of Halloween; of traveling house to house dressed in the chosen costumes. The treats collected, the fun of scaring each other, and wonders once we got home discovering all the goodies we had collected, the curving of pumpkins in preparation for it, and the decorating, all was such fun…but the excitement and wonder seems to have vanished, and in sense, the traditions of the holiday it self seems to fallen aside……but again I guess things always change but has all changes truly been for the better?3 comments | Reply |
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2423 points | Work Frustration....(Blowing off Stream)
January 18, 2008 @ 03:48:07 am | | I have been performing my job for 8 years now, and I am fairly good at it, and for the most part I enjoy it, but some days....I just want to scream! More... | 3 comments | Reply |
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2423 points | Descending Darkness.......
January 10, 2008 @ 03:16:08 pm |  Darkness can descend upon me at times without warning like the ocean waves. I know it always exist, licking at the fibers of my soul and at times, I lose the fight. how these waves rush over me, drowning me within its dark, dank mists. always, I pull myself out, grasping for a breathe of air and life. Yet, every tumble makes it harder and harder to reach the surface, how these waves are rushing me. today, enloping my soul, drowning me under its crushing weigh. How i tell myself that only I can make me happy, but it brings little comfort when I am lost in the dark.More... | 2 comments | Reply |
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2423 points | dumb car!!!!!!! (yesterday)
January 10, 2008 @ 02:53:31 pm | | damn! dumb car! It stalled again at the light yesterday but luckily I got it going again....Its not the starter which was replaced a few monthes ago...and I made it to work yesterday however by the time I got to the parking lot at work stream was rolling out of the vents...of cousre I made it home, but it so sucks! I have no idea what in the world is wrong with, since i am so clueless when it comes to cards. Its not like I can afford a new one or even to have major repairs done on this one....it just so sucks! 6 comments | Reply |
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2423 points | Gloomy Day...........
January 09, 2008 @ 03:22:04 pm | Daily Quote:
True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost. - Charles Caleb Cotton
It is unwise to be too sure of one's own wisdom. It is healthy to be reminded that the strongest might weaken and the wisest might err.
by Mahatma Gandhi
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2423 points | In the mist of flowers - Chapter 2 (thoughts please)
January 09, 2008 @ 03:36:16 am | | The material within this post is copyrighted by me, so please not do copy or use else where, this is a fictional story written by me, thanks. More... | Reply |
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2423 points | GRrrrr! if only one didn't have to work......
January 08, 2008 @ 02:53:47 pm | GRrrrr! if only one didn't have to work......
I find myself gribbed with ideas running through my head, and how I long to get them written, but it is not to be as time ticks bye and I regreatably find myself at an end for the time I can spend before my computer typing away...a new tale has me in its grib, of which what i have so far, i have decided to share in the writing area of the forum, so feel free to check it out, would love to hear what everyone thinks of it so far......More... | Reply |
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2423 points | Monday...just another Monday!
January 07, 2008 @ 03:05:22 pm | Currently The Song I am Listenting too:
Stay....
By Lisa Loeb
Today's Quote:
The proper office of a friend is to side with you when you are in the wrong. Nearly anybody will side with you when you are in the right. - Mark TwainMore... | Reply |
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2423 points | Yesterday ......"Confusion/Delays/Stress"
January 05, 2008 @ 03:52:36 pm | | "Confusion, delays, and stress" all elements to yesterday's work day for sure, taking much organization and being on top of things for me. More... | Reply |
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