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I cant take this
Current mood: angry
ok here we go again,im not strong enought for this s**t.I know I was not made for this.I dont like drama,and I hate stress but once again Gods testing it,im losing it,I dont need this.someone just beat the s**t out of me and leave me for dead,i could take that then whats going on in my head.I dont wanna be a zobie again,straing off into space,but it seems to be looking that way.iv been numb the past few days and now im filled with rage,im stating to fill my heart wih hate,when the hell did i become so cold...oh thats right...when i got old...when ppl pushed me to my limt,hurt my feelings.you know whats f**ked,theres nothing i can do.im going to spend my whole life fighting,but ill be damn if i fight with you.im starting to get fed up again,im not going to do this all over again.a part of me wants to curl in a corner and just cry...cuz iv died,i have no love in my life,yeah i got my guy,but ever time he looks me in the eyes the feeling gets harder to fight...and everday its gets harder not to say it to him to tell him the feelings i hide,maybe this week away is just what i need cuz right now i really wanna leave,i got things coming at me that i just wish would just leave.god damn ppl just let me be,im angry,at you,at him and at me,im angry at them,,,,god im as pissed as I could be.god tell me this s**t is not happning,bang my head aginst awall.god im praying to you,take this stress and get rid of it,take my past and erase it,take this new relationship and ruin it,cuz in the end i know ill be alone again,the love is just not there,its almost to hard to bare and im scared.why cant i just get away from it all.im just cant stand tall,i need someones hand to hold.dont get me wrong my man is great,but theres only so much i can take,we go togetther like ice cream and cake,but ice cream melts and cake gets ate.and i dont see him ever loving me tha way.and you...go away,why did you come back in the first f**king place!i was being strong and moving on...and the you had to come along.i dot hate you but i dont love,not to be mean but i want no part of you.im glad you well and you got your life....but cant you just leave me to mine?i know we got kids but really that dont mean s**t,i can take care of them.I dont know my parents and im fine with it,just becouse there born from you does not mean they belong to you.so be gone with you.and to everyone else,if you dont like it i dont give a f**k.all you mother f**kers got me shaking,my tummy hurts and my head is acking.I cant take this,and im not going to.when a womens fed up theres nothing you can do,an im about fed up with all of you
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grumpy
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4672 points |  OMG hun, I am sorry. If you need to chat with someone you are more than welcome to pm me.  |
the_prowler
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3235 points | Wooow, Brandy, that's heavy s**t!!!
Well get it off your chest girl.
If you need to chat you can pm me ,if you don't then don't worry. |
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