its like being inlove with a rainbow,but not being able 2 c color


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its like being inlove with a rainbow,but not being able 2 c color
October 03, 2006 @ 04:59:45 am

i keep telling myself to give up, to be strong.live and for get fairtale love.when i think of love,i think of ice
skating while its snowing, granted i know how to ice skate a lil,ill never do it on a out door rink while its snowing
and i know that.ill never make love in the rain, things like that dont happen.ill never take a bubble bath with rose
pettels with a guy that i love.my biggest down fall...im hopelessly inlove with love.its like loveing rain bows..
but not being able to see in color.its fading,I had it once,I knew what it was without a dought,but now....Iv lost
it.everything iv known seems to be fading.i used to could smell the change of summer to spring,fall to winter...
i cant anymore,i used to daydream of romance and passion,but i guess years of daydreaming and it never coming true
have ruined that.could it be....that my heart is turning cold,that my soul had lost its music,that..im just...
breathing.yes.whats worst...is i still have a lil flame left in my heart that burns for a magic between me and
my prince charming *who ever he maybe* but I know that I live in a time that is now,in a real world, and in the
real world....there is no magic,no fairtales.so ill go now day by day, breathing and putting a fake smile on my
face like I always do.but I wont cry,I wont pray for love,I wont hope,I wont daydream.im not listniing to my heart
anymore.its like im drowing and love is air,im swiming so hard.....but i just cant reach the air and theres no
one diving in to save,and all i want is a breath of air....but no....and with out air you die...so i guess im already
dead.

its like being inlove with rainbows,but not being able to see color

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littleozzybloke Points Whore 934 points	October 03, 2006 @ 05:17:29 am
	cheer up...i was once told love is like an itch... that you can't get to scratch...

lostnconfused Mega Über-Meister 3258 points	October 08, 2006 @ 03:02:13 am
	I will offer whatever advice and support I can give... I have been there, actually I am there right now. Take care and it will get better!

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