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22/F/mobile,alabama, Alabama
Join Date: Aug 2006 |
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its about me and my life
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i know it been awhile since iv writen
ok how good am I!I found a red ball gown *sooo hot* reg 158 dollers for 40 bucks!!!!!!!! 40!im soooooo happy.I didnt want to wear my purple one like I did last year but I didnt want to spend 289 dollers 4 one like I did last year! so wam bam consigenment shop later... whats funny is the shop that I found the dress at was not the one I was looking for...but by accident I found this red dresss.Pics will be up of me in it after feb 1st <---ball night. whats great is it fit me to perfect no alts needed and the dress look brand new! not a tread out of place. but on to other things.damn honda went out again, we are getting it fixed and trading it!!! WOOHOOO NEW CAR 4 MEEEEEEE! well I hope.im sure it will take a few months but Ill be glad to get rid of it. also ezra got her 1 yr shots today...she cryed! busy busy busy bee but thank god brain bought the kids a dvd player for the truck!! it keeps the amused so I can drive! tho I only let the watch stuff that teaches them things...not some silly cartoon! well speaking of kids its time 4 bed | |
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| I know its been a long time since iv been on! my lil gurl will be 3 months old tommorrow! ill be putting pics up soon! she was 3 weeks early... she was 2o inch long and 7lb! she is now 12 lb and 22 inches long! she growing like a weeeeeeeeed! my 2 year old is 24 lb and 31 inches long....hahah shes going to be bigger then him | |
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| man to day was so much fun.me and my friend melony and her lil girl and my son all went to the fair. emily is her lil girls name and she 2 weeks older than my son. we rode rides,ate and played games...they had a blast!!! and it was so much fun.yeah me and her could be kid free and stuff but i dont think either of us would trade this.it was so cute they had there first kiss!!!!! it was sooooooo cute.we were there like 5 hours,we left and met brian and he bought us pizza ,there again the kids had a blast with that one to.....by time me and mel made it home...we were both ready for a foot massage.! im glad im young with kids cuz im not sure id have the energy if i were older! lol well it was nice fun day without men! | |
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| my son pee peed in his potty today.....i sat him down and he did it!!! i could not belive it...tho im sure he had no idea what he was doing.he is getting so big....*sniff sniff*....well that it for news, nothing other than that is going on.......sad hu lol | |
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close enough
Current mood: thoughtful
he is my knight in shinning armer,but instead of a white horse and a sword for armer,its a white truck and a nine tucked.but hey its close enough.he means alot to me,but hes not inlove but he treats me great and make me feel like he does...and hey thats close enough.so he is not prefect and he likes to drink..theres not one thing i think id change...we are not perfect...but hey we are close enough.and close enough is not all that tough.but one day close enough wont be enough....and that will be the day that we have found love.
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In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh,
this is a little different:
This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny,
it's intended to get you thinking.
Billy Graham's daughter
was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson
asked her, "How could
God let something like this Happen?"
(regarding Katrina)
Anne Graham gave an
extremely profound and insightful response.
She said, "I believe God
is deeply saddened by this, just as we are,
but for years we've been telling God to get out
of our schools, to get out
of our government and
to get out of our lives.
And being the gentleman
He is, I believe He has
calmly backed out.
How can we expect God
to give us His blessing
and His protection
if we demand He leave
us alone?"
In light of recent events...
terrorists attack,
school shootings, etc.
I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare
(she was murdered,
her body found recently) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools,
and we said OK.
Then someone said you
better not read the Bible
in school .The Bible says
Thou Shalt Not Kill,
Thou Shalt Not Steal,
and Love Your Neighbor
As Yourself.
And we said OK.
Then Dr. Benjamin Spock
said we shouldn't spank
our children when they misbehave because
their little personalities
would be warped and
we might damage their
self-esteem
(Dr. Spock's son committed suicide).
We said an expert should know what he's talking about.
And we said OK.
Now we're asking ourselves why our children have
no conscience,
why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to
kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.
Probably, if we think about
it long and hard enough,
we can figure it out.
I think it has a great deal
to do with
"WE REAP WHAT WE SOW."
Funny how simple it is
for people to trash God
and then wonder why
the world's going to hell.
Funny how we believe
what the newspapers say,
but question what
the Bible says.
Funny how you can send jokes' through
e-mail and they spread
like wildfire, but when
you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.
Funny how lewd, crude,
vulgar and obscene articles pa** freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school
and workplace.
Funny how someone can be
so fired up for Christ
on Sunday, but be an
invisible Christian
the rest of the week!
Are you laughing?
Funny how when you
forward this message,
you will not send it
to many on your address
list because you're not
sure what they believe,
or what they WILL think
of you for sending it.
Funny how we can be
more worried about what
other people think of us
than what God thinks of us.
Pa** it on if you think
it has merit.
If not then just discard it...
No one will know you did.
But, if you discard this
thought process,
don't sit back and
complain about what
bad shape the world is in.
"Good friends are like stars.........You don't always see them, but you know they are always there! | |
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I cant take this
Current mood: angry
ok here we go again,im not strong enought for this s**t.I know I was not made for this.I dont like drama,and I hate stress but once again Gods testing it,im losing it,I dont need this.someone just beat the s**t out of me and leave me for dead,i could take that then whats going on in my head.I dont wanna be a zobie again,straing off into space,but it seems to be looking that way.iv been numb the past few days and now im filled with rage,im stating to fill my heart wih hate,when the hell did i become so cold...oh thats right...when i got old...when ppl pushed me to my limt,hurt my feelings.you know whats f**ked,theres nothing i can do.im going to spend my whole life fighting,but ill be damn if i fight with you.im starting to get fed up again,im not going to do this all over again.a part of me wants to curl in a corner and just cry...cuz iv died,i have no love in my life,yeah i got my guy,but ever time he looks me in the eyes the feeling gets harder to fight...and everday its gets harder not to say it to him to tell him the feelings i hide,maybe this week away is just what i need cuz right now i really wanna leave,i got things coming at me that i just wish would just leave.god damn ppl just let me be,im angry,at you,at him and at me,im angry at them,,,,god im as pissed as I could be.god tell me this s**t is not happning,bang my head aginst awall.god im praying to you,take this stress and get rid of it,take my past and erase it,take this new relationship and ruin it,cuz in the end i know ill be alone again,the love is just not there,its almost to hard to bare and im scared.why cant i just get away from it all.im just cant stand tall,i need someones hand to hold.dont get me wrong my man is great,but theres only so much i can take,we go togetther like ice cream and cake,but ice cream melts and cake gets ate.and i dont see him ever loving me tha way.and you...go away,why did you come back in the first f**king place!i was being strong and moving on...and the you had to come along.i dot hate you but i dont love,not to be mean but i want no part of you.im glad you well and you got your life....but cant you just leave me to mine?i know we got kids but really that dont mean s**t,i can take care of them.I dont know my parents and im fine with it,just becouse there born from you does not mean they belong to you.so be gone with you.and to everyone else,if you dont like it i dont give a f**k.all you mother f**kers got me shaking,my tummy hurts and my head is acking.I cant take this,and im not going to.when a womens fed up theres nothing you can do,an im about fed up with all of you
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| man oh man,brian me and jace went to the circus!it was small but still just as fun,jace is now letting brian hold him its soooo cute!jace had so much fun that he didnt make it home b4 he passesd out!it was cute when they were taking a break we went out side to stretch our legs and jace and brian just walked around playing it was so nice to see the bond.i got a good pic of them ill have to give yall the link onday so yall can see! it was a sweet fun day,i got some good pic a man now i cant wait for the fair to get here! thats going to be even more fun! | |
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you know everyone look forward to there 16th and 21st....my 16 was fine i got a car...but this one i was not to excited about.im preg so i cant drink,....but you know what...i would not have changed a thing.everyone on tfs thanx for the happy birthdays..it was nice. my bf did the rest! it was so great.he came over early bareing gifts!neackless real pretty and bracelets and a pair of his sleep pants since im always stealing his.lol i got my toe painted by him ahahahaha that is on to rememeber!i got my a new pair of shoes and my mom gave me 221 dollers!haha we went to see hinder live...poor brian was so worried someone was going to bump into me. we got to pet some anmiles and sit on a beanch watching ppl go back and i got to color on the side walk!we watched some kids sing karoke so cute!we lleft bayfest about 8:00
and went to eat and we rented some movies that we didnt watch bc we fell alseep, hehehe i sleep so well when im nexted to him!it was a nice clam bday.and sun we are taking jace to the circus! and we might go see lyner skinerd! hehe but thanx to everyone! for the happy birthday! | |
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i keep telling myself to give up, to be strong.live and for get fairtale love.when i think of love,i think of ice
skating while its snowing, granted i know how to ice skate a lil,ill never do it on a out door rink while its snowing
and i know that.ill never make love in the rain, things like that dont happen.ill never take a bubble bath with rose
pettels with a guy that i love.my biggest down fall...im hopelessly inlove with love.its like loveing rain bows..
but not being able to see in color.its fading,I had it once,I knew what it was without a dought,but now....Iv lost
it.everything iv known seems to be fading.i used to could smell the change of summer to spring,fall to winter...
i cant anymore,i used to daydream of romance and passion,but i guess years of daydreaming and it never coming true
have ruined that.could it be....that my heart is turning cold,that my soul had lost its music,that..im just...
breathing.yes.whats worst...is i still have a lil flame left in my heart that burns for a magic between me and
my prince charming *who ever he maybe* but I know that I live in a time that is now,in a real world, and in the
real world....there is no magic,no fairtales.so ill go now day by day, breathing and putting a fake smile on my
face like I always do.but I wont cry,I wont pray for love,I wont hope,I wont daydream.im not listniing to my heart
anymore.its like im drowing and love is air,im swiming so hard.....but i just cant reach the air and theres no
one diving in to save,and all i want is a breath of air....but no....and with out air you die...so i guess im already
dead.
its like being inlove with rainbows,but not being able to see color | |
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