I just got back from the ER. Sucks. I apparently have TWO cysts. Sucks. But whatever. It's nothing new to me! haha.

Lately I've just been hanging out with the close friends and definately Erik. I just can't believe he leaves in a month. It'll be so hard to say goodbye! Thank goodness for Christine. She reminded me of the thing you can get from Vonage - it's a thing you plug into your computer and you can make calls anytime you have internet access. I'm definately getting Erik one! It's only $40 too! Beats a Calling card - Thats for Sure! Six months without the husband is definately going to be hard! We have an appointment next week so Erik & I can get our Wills done and He can give me the Power of Attorney while he's gone. I'll be needing it.

I'm hating my house right now, though. It doesn't feel quite as 'homey' as our old apartment did! I don't understand why! It's driving me nuts! After I get done with this blog I'm going to clean up a bit. I didn't put up our groceries we bought today [minus refrigerated things!] and I need to clean up and finish some laundry. I think our apartment was a lot cleaner - that's why it felt different - maybe I'm just weird haha. I'm definately cleaning the upstairs tomorrow. Gah, that's so overdue. Our bedroom hasn't been clean since we moved in! haha. Our extra bedroom is so clean. haha. It has all the baby's stuff in it and a recliner and a few boxes. I'm thinking about throwing some boxes in our room in there. It won't hurt anything. Blah. I think I'll send my wedding dress home to mom - I'm afraid something will happen to it here [i.e. Saydie Jade]. I have MAD clothes on the couches from doing laundry - need to fix that tomorrow.

I'm so wore out. I've been having trouble sleeping - and I'm refusing to take sleeping pills b/c I"m starting to get dependant on them - sucks. That's why I'm up right now! haha. I have an appointment Friday for my MRI over my tumor. We'll see how that goes - we'll get the results 3-5 days after. I need to call about my knee MRI and see what they want to do about that. It's been long enough since the MRI. August 8th I have an anti-depressant/anxiety appointment - I need more meds. And also to get on the new sleeping pills they have out - that have no chance of dependancy. That'll be great! haha.

But that's about it! Hope this finds you all alive and kicking it! =] Love ya!