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Join Date: Mar 2008

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Age:	18
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tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15807 points	Off to work. Today @ 01:22:20 am 0 Kudos
	Off to work till 4. Leave me lots of luuurrrvveee!! 4 comments \| Reply

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15807 points	Laura!!!! Today @ 12:02:48 am 0 Kudos
	My little girls growing up!!!!!!! Happy birthday my lovely Hope you have an awesome day xoxox 8 comments \| Reply

lord_dj Über Master Debater 9105 points	by the power of grayskull Yesterday @ 05:30:18 pm 0 Kudos
	best line ever written 1 comments \| Reply

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	all i can say about them is that they suck Reply

tequila_sunrise

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This week is so fucked!

Yesterday @ 11:29:14 am 0 Kudos

Grrrrrrrr. I'm so f**king emotional right now and it's pissing me off!!

I was fine earlier today at the wake - I was even talking to a friend online like normal. Ive been alright around a few people lately.

But right now I'm sick of all this f**king dying s**t!!!!!!

I'm sick of feeling like s**t! I want it all to just go away!!!!

I went and bourght dinner for my family tonight and when I was waiting I kinda walked around on the path near the road and just walked alone.
I needed to be alone with my thoughts.

Walked along the main road....in the dark...in and out of the lighted areas...just thinking.

I'm still in my funeral clothes and I just want to keep them on.
It's so f**king hard right now.

It's the first time since Tanya's death that I've really been depressed.
Im so f**king depressed. I wasn't even close with my Great Aunt but my Grandma and Mum and Dad are sitting on the lounge talking about her and mourning and it's making me feel so f**king sad and useless.

People are dying around me and I can't help it.

Tuesday is Aunty Bubs funeral. I've gotta feel like s**t until then.

Someone save me

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tequila_sunrise

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Final Farewells.

Yesterday @ 08:30:48 am 0 Kudos

I said my final goodbye to a good friend today. Although I tried not to show it, it was so hard.
I cried the whole way through, and when it was time to go up to her coffin and say my final farewell, I broke down in my mums arms on the way up.

Rest in peace Tanya, I love you and you will always be remembered

My great Aunt also passed away today.... we weren't that close, but it's still a death.

I'm doing okay but

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x4ndr4

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Yesterday @ 03:17:03 am 0 Kudos

the thought of you keeps me up each night
until the night sky is replaced with the light of the morning sun.
i've started crying again
and it's not because you make me sad or angry,
it's because i'm starting to realise what a fool i was.
you say i'm difficult and that i confuse you,
well guess what,
i've always been difficult, and i even confuse myself most of the time

i know what i should do, what i should have done, but i'm too afraid that i'll lose a huge part of myself if i actually do this without thinking it through, not just once or twice, but a gazillion times before i make my decision

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x4ndr4 Über-Monkey 55764 points	July 23, 2008 @ 06:26:34 pm 0 Kudos
	I just wanna get out of here so bad right now... 17 comments \| Reply

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15807 points	Sleep. July 23, 2008 @ 12:57:32 pm 0 Kudos
	Sleep. Big day tomorrow. 9:30 - get my tyres changed. Then after that I gotta go to my old school and pick up my report 1:30 The funeral Then I think I have to work that night. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Im off 4 comments \| Reply

tequila_sunrise

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July 23, 2008 @ 10:06:35 am 0 Kudos

10 WHATS:

What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
Fuck my head hurts. Hmm 7am. Lets go back to sleeeeep!

What did you do last night?
I went to soccer training, had a fight with my dad and went to bed.

What is the most important part of your life?
Keeping focused.
And the people I care about.

What would you rather be doing right now?
I really don't think I can answer that without getting banned.

What did you last cry over?
Losing a friend.
And I will cry about it alot tomorrow.

What is your next day off and how are you going to spend it?
Tomorrow - Going to A funeral.

What always makes you feel better when you are upset?
Well the last thing that worked was hanging out with the person that makes me feel the best about myself

What are you worried about?
How I'll feel after tomorrow.

What do you look most forward too this week?
Saturday - Family lunch in the city

I haven't seen most of them for years!!

NINE HAVE YOU EVERS:

Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yeah, at the start of the year.
Isn't it funny that I still want them?

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yep.

Have you ever been out of the country?
Yeah.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
I do that many times everyday.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Ha.
Story of my life.

Have you ever had the cops called on you?
Yep.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
No

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yes.
Harry Potter number two.

Have you ever got a speeding ticket?
No. But I have gotten ticket.

EIGHT WHOS:

Who was the last person you saw?
Mum.

Who was the last person you texted?
Laura

Who was the last person to call you?
Errm. I dunno.

Who is the last person you freaked out on?
Myself?

Who did you last hug?
Amy.

SEVEN WHENS:

When was your last shower?
Earlier tonight.

When did you last see your mum or dad?
Mum.

When was the last time you danced?
I don't dance.
Unless I'm heavily intoxicated.

When did you get married, or when do you want to
Whenever I'm ready and found the right person.

When did you last go to the movies?
Like last year

When did you last take a vacation and where?
Thailand, May 07

SIX WHERES:

Where do your grandparents live?
An hour or two away.

Where did you last hang out?
The library! Wooo Go me!!!

Where do or did you go to school?
I hate that place.

Where is your favorite place to be?
No where.
How sad

Where did you sleep last night?
In my bed

Where would you like to move?
Newcastle.

FOUR DO/DOES:

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
YEs

Do you have nightmares?
Yes

Does the future scare you?
No

FOUR WHYS:

Why are you best friends with your best friend?
It's a long story.

Why did you get a MySpace?
My friend at the time made me one.

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
No idea

Why are you doing this survey?
Boredom.

THREE IFS:

If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
Invisibility.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Maybe.

If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
A certain male

That would be fun!

Or a mobile phone that had reception to call someone to come and get me.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERS:

Would you ever get back together with any of your exs?
No f**king way

ONE LAST QUESTION:

Are you happy with your life right now?
Kinda/

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