I would never wish the pain you're in on anyone. I never wished it on you . I only wanted the best for you. You pursued something you could have had long long ago , why now? You knew she was different now not the same person you loved back then but was too afraid to say. What if you would have said it all those years ago , would it have made any difference ? You know it would have , she loved you more than life itself but you used her. When things were'nt well with your life you called her up and used her for company , to dry your tears but you never thought about how bad it hurt her to support you. You spent night after night with other girls right in front of her eyes knowing full well that she loved you. You always treated her like one of the guys and never seemed to notice that she was becoming a woman.

You looked over her one to many times and now you decided that she should just give it all up for you , now that she's finally happy you want what you can't have and that's righ you can't have it not now not ever. She vowed to herself that your last chance was the last chance she'd never give of her heart anymore where you're concerned.

What makes you think you can just walk back in to her life and find a place for yourelf?????