OMG !!! I am consumed with the worse case of nerves. Ted just called me and he's on his way home. His vacation starts today since we are getting married on Saturday and we have tons of stuff to do between now and then. So yeah I'm happy about the fact that he is going to be here for the next couple of days but I guess just hearing him say that when he goes back to work he'll be a married man , set my nerves on edge.

I had ordered burgundy live flowers for the wedding and I be damn if they did'nt call me today and tell me that we're going to have to go with pink flowers but that's ok. I've had to make last minute changes. It's a good thing that I am in the business of planning weddings and I have extra things in my showroom. I have at the last minute changed the bridesmaids dresses they are going to wear pink . We were planning the wedding outside but we reserved a place called providence hall and it has inside and outside wedding facilities and it looks like we'll be able to have it outside for sure now so I'm still using white and black but there will be pink in the flowers so I want to work pink in with the dresses.

I have a hair appointment int he morning to have my hair cut k if this goes wrong I will die. I had it lightened last week and I really like the color of it . It's a little blonde at the moment but that's ok.

I feel like a princess though because I have a personal hair and makeup stylist in my family and she will be doing my hair and makeup for the wedding.

At this point I can't handle anymore changes . We decided to go ahead and deocorate the whole inside of the ballroom becaue that's where we will have the reception anyway and I want inside pictures made of the wedding as well.

I have hired a wonderful photographer and I'm going to his studio tomorrow for pre wedding pics of my dress and so on so forth.

It has not hit me I am about to be married and I'm a nervous friggin wreck.