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sammmehhhx


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PostSecret?
August 09, 2008 @ 12:43:18 am
I love itt.
It makes you feel not so alone in the world.
These are some of my favorites, for personal reasons. :

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
Fuckk. :[
August 05, 2008 @ 04:59:31 am
I hate being addicted to texting and not have anyone to text.

Like, I wish a texting fairy would come down and give me numbers to talk to.

hahah. I'm so pathetic.

But today sucked anyway.

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
Writing.
July 30, 2008 @ 01:59:27 am
Writing always makes me feel better... so here I go..

Untitled

All this pain
It’s hard to bare
How do people live in despair?
Crying through blood is better then tears
At least it helps you forget the past years
Memory can be life’s sharpest knife
Can cut you apart till you’re left with no life
And the worst part is it leaves not a single mark
It’s amazing what can come out of the dark.

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tfc


Mega Über-Meister
3544 points
July 29, 2008 @ 02:03:24 am
I love Jesus!

I will have to put sometthing more in my profile, but for right now I will have that.

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
Nothing to No One
July 26, 2008 @ 05:34:19 am
It would probably make you happy
To know I still cry
I try not to show it
But slowly I die

If you could still read this
You'd probably laugh
I'm nothing to you
And it happened to fast

So many memories
They stay locked in my head
Still I remember
All the words that you said

All the jokes that we had
Our dumb pictures and notes
Do they all mean nothing to you?
They still make me choke

I'll leave it alone now
It happened, it's done
I'll never forgive you
For what you have done.

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
Cutting
July 17, 2008 @ 02:24:39 am
I really want to cut but I'm trying not to relapse.
I'm having a tough time not relapsing on everything...
Including my eating disorder. I just want to be THIN and I just want BLOOD.

>.<

I wish I wasn't so f**ked up...

Help talk me out of it?

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danamc213


Apprentice
32 points
Just be honest
July 10, 2008 @ 09:20:52 pm
I give kudos to anyone who asks questions when they don't know the answer. Just be honest, if someone doesn't know something, they should ask, or find out. No one should act like they are "all-knowing" because everything is always changing, and there is no way that someone can be an expert in all fields unless they have been around for 100's to 1000's of years and have taken the time to examine everything in depth fully; but even with that the world is always changing.

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
Another one
July 09, 2008 @ 02:11:13 pm
Baby I miss you
You don't even know
Living without you
Makes life seem so low

If you would just hold me
Ever so tight
I'd snuggle up within you
And sleep through the night

If I could lock you away
In a closet all to myself
I'd stay with you everyday
Keep the key on the very top shelf

You'd never get away from me
Never ever again
We'd never miss eachother at night
We'd always have a friend

But this is the real world
As cruel as it may be
So I never get to see you
I hope you're missing me.

~~~~

These I'm all just writing now out of pure boredom.
I know the past two are basically the same
But I can't help the fact that its the only subject on my mind at the moment.

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
A peom for someone
July 09, 2008 @ 01:49:42 pm
23.
(this title has a special meaning to us)

I miss you so much
It hurts me inside
I love you so much
My heart fills with pride
Just to be able to say that you're mine
I can't ever recall a time
When I ever thought any less of you
Especially after all we've been through
I'll always be your five year old
And you'll always be my love
Forever we will stay this way
Blistfully In Love. <3

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sammmehhhx


Über-Meister
1723 points
A poem...
July 09, 2008 @ 02:32:39 am
I wrote this today...

Untitled

I cry through blood
Each drop, a tear
Trying to forget
All the lies you ever said

Hating what you've done to me
Why won't you just let me be?

My mind races with thoughts of you
Cutting seems like all I can manage to do

Drip, drip, drip
The blood runs down
It feels as though
I may drown

Drown in my own euphoria
Finally, relief is glorious...

Until I put the knife away
There it will hopefully stay

But it always calls me back
It's resistance that I lack

It's like a drug that I've run dry of
A disease I will shorly die of

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