I was angry because customers would not stop walking through the door at work and that pissed me off because they were all arseholes...

I was sad because some drunk chick kept bringing up my friend who died earlier in the year from a car accident...

I am confused because i know my boyfriend loves me and i knew it would have to be different this time around, but it feels like he doesn't want anything to do with me sometimes...

and i am contemplative because i am noticin all this and hating that i do not have the answers or solutions to stop any of it happening...