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I dunno.
August 10, 2006 @ 03:23:17 am

I dunno right now, I'm just going to rant - no bashing please, its not ment for attention.

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About twoand a half weeks ago my boyfriend and I broke up (he broke up with me) and I was pretty upset. Not only had I lost my boyfriend, but I had also lost a great friend. We'd been going for about a year and some change and it seemed really upsetting to me and I was just... I dunno. Morified?

I seeked comfort from friends and relatives and myself really - but I knew everything was going to be okay.

I got over it in about three days... but I'd seen it coming for at least a month before it happened but yeah...

Shortly after that happened I got into a quarrel with my best friend ever.

And to this day he's been mad at me.

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Its been about one week and a bit that he and I have been fighting and I'm getting really irritated and... scared.

Scared more then anything.

Scared of being abandoned again, scared of being wronged, scared of just losing him.

I've tried hard to get ahold of him but he won't talk to me, I want to fix the problem but I guess he's either not wanting to or wanting me to suffer.

Both of those make me angry.

I'm nothing but an ugly controlling person to him now and I'm but a few strands from losing all trust in friends...

This is the third time! THRID (not encluding boyfriend). I do NOT think that's normal within a year.

I really just want closure to this problem. Is it weird I'm more upset about my friend then losing my boyfriend?

I dunno... I really just need some help...

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garfunkel my beautiful rescue Über-Moderator 38386 points	August 10, 2006 @ 03:25:10 am
	boys come and go, but friends will always be there It probably doesn't seem like it at the moment, but things will turn out for the better..they always seem to have a way of sorting themselves out. Hope they work out!

dreamdestined Debater 6527 points	August 10, 2006 @ 05:25:36 am
	Garfunkel is right. If this is not meant to be you'd be better off to know it sooner than later.

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