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unseenlove
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I died inside today.
July 27, 2006 @ 08:40:10 am

I'm ready for it to end now.

I feel like s**t.

I can't stop the tears! My heart feels like its been ripped out, spit on, then rubbed against a cheese grater.

I want to be done, my brain says stop... but I can't! I hate this.

Why can't the good times cover up the bad? Why can't they cover this up?! I don't want to feel this way... I loved the time I had, but I don't want pain.

I've been on an emotional roller coaster for about 11-12 hours? And I feel like I just want to die.

Is this normal?

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Darkshine

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July 27, 2006 @ 08:43:23 am

When your in one of these moods, I find it helps to go find something that takes my mind off
the world. Go read a book, play a game…Just don't sit at the computer on your own.
Honestly, theres nothing that'll just magically make you feel happy again, you need to grit
your teeth and bear it through. It may take a week, a month or god only knows how long but
in the end new s**t'll crop up. Could be good, could be bad. Either way it's a life you've got to
live.

<3Nathan

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July 27, 2006 @ 09:00:35 am

yep this totally normal , we all sometimes feel like nothing in this world worth. don't let that feeling walks over you on the contrary you should ty to get out of pain you're getting through . i went through tough days , i was feeling like a s**t just weeping all the time untill i decided to become stonger and get over the misery i'm feeling.
try to find ways that can somehow lessen the your mood i would describe. read books , go for a walk that might help you.
don't set by your own.

i hope to feel better.

ibebatman Mega Über-Meister 3403 points	July 27, 2006 @ 09:51:00 am
	That's real sad that you feel that way. But don't worry, we all do at some time. I used to be a wreck, and although I still feel the pain, I've learned to cope with it. Whenever I feel really sad, I go talk to my dog, because she always makes me feel better. But like the others said, you need to take your mind off it for a few hours and you should feel a bit better.

unseenlove Über-Meister 2413 points	July 28, 2006 @ 04:04:44 am
	I feel a little better... But I'm still crushed at spirit... Its'll take a while to get over.

pinksparklystars Ogler 25241 points	July 28, 2006 @ 04:06:33 am
	it seems like it take forever to get out of one of these ruts, but dont worry everything will be ok you seem like you need a hug

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