Just when I thought things were finally starting to look up...


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Tequila's life.
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Just when I thought things were finally starting to look up...
September 03, 2008 @ 12:29:47 pm

I've fallen back down again. Harder than ever. For the past two nights ive done nothing but get irritated and so upset.
It's been coming on for weeks

I thought things were finally coming together... I was feeling as happy as I had been in the last year or two. I felt as strong as ever and now its like someones just stabbed me right in the stomach and I've lost all strength that I had.

It's so much more intense than how I used to feel. It came from no where and now it wont go away.

Things are f**ked at home again and I feel as though I can't even leave the house because I'm so damn worried I'm gonna come home to a f**king fight.
And I did tonight. Ihad training and when I came home I sat at the end of my Mums bed and listened to her crying and telling me how bad her life is. Then my Dad came out from his room and acted as if he had no f**ken idea what was going on.
I honestly thought I was strong enough to put our past behind us. And now tonight its like the events from the past year or so are just too hard to deal with. He has ruined my life and it's like everyday he reminds me of that by getting himself so drunk and no taking on ounce of responsibily of having a f**king family.

I can't f**king do this. I can't. I just want to give up.

It's so deep and nothing I can do will make it go away.
I seriously just want to crawl in a hole and die right now.

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Lord_DJ Minister 13644 points	September 03, 2008 @ 01:25:40 pm
	never give up

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