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Tequila's life.
The Journal of a pain in the ass.

It's a new day.
July 19, 2008 @ 02:54:11 am

I'm really seeing the world in a different light today.
Even though I've just had the biggest shock of my life, the world around me seems more lively and for once I feel I have the motivation to start living again after so long of seeing the world in such an obscured view.

I still can't believe she's gone.

But I promise you Tan, I will live for you. From now on, I will take everyday as it comes and live for every moment.

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lilbear Ogler 22541 points	July 19, 2008 @ 02:56:08 am
	Something positive from something so negative. Good for you..

loveis Monk 31867 points	July 19, 2008 @ 02:56:23 am
	It's odd, but I was gonna say this very thing to you earlier.. better you realized on your own. (With every loss, there comes a gain..)

tequila_sunrise

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July 19, 2008 @ 02:59:21 am

Yeah.

My parents are living today as if its just another day. Yeah, they are shocked and upset by her death, but they didn't know her like I did. They didn't spend the time with her family like I did. And it's really hit me hard and they can't see that.

But all my struggles over the past few years just don't seem as big today as they did yesterday.

She never got to finish her life. I'm going to make damn sure I finish mine right.

lilbear Ogler 22541 points	July 19, 2008 @ 03:01:53 am
	Way to go.

loveis

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July 19, 2008 @ 03:03:01 am

tequila_sunrise said:
Yeah.

My parents are living today as if its just another day. Yeah, they are shocked and upset by her death, but they didn't know her like I did. They didn't spend the time with her family like I did. And it's really hit me hard and they can't see that.

But all my struggles over the past few years just don't seem as big today as they did yesterday.

She never got to finish her life. I'm going to make damn sure I finish mine right.

Wow, I'm impressed with your new attitude!
Not that you are trying to impress anybody.
But, the fact that you realize that you have still, the very thing that she was cheated of, and that you are now going to make the most of it, without letting lifes 'problems' get you down, is very admirable.

...I'm sure your friend is at this very moment smiling down upon you.

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 19197 points	July 19, 2008 @ 03:14:06 am
	I hope so.

lilbear

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July 19, 2008 @ 04:09:36 am

That's a real positive outlook you have. Always remember that there is always something positive to be learned from something so tragic.....

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 19197 points	July 19, 2008 @ 04:10:54 am
	lilbear said: That's a real positive outlook you have. Always remember that there is always something positive to be learned from something so tragic..... I'm really trying. But when I see her shattered husband and how 3 days ago they were normal, happy, bubbly and enjoying their life... It breaks my heart to see people I care about in so much pain.

lilbear Ogler 22541 points	July 19, 2008 @ 04:14:38 am
	Makes us take a step back and see that a life can be taken at any time. So we should try hard to show kindness while we can everyday and minute we have together...

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