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Ogler
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17/F/In a dark alley, Australia
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I look out my front door and across the road. I seen her car, among others mourning her death. The garage door is open, and somehow I expect her to walk out and get into her car, like she had just a few days ago.
I can't even imagine what her husband is going through. My parents went over to pay their respects this morning and they told me he looked like a mess. I wish there was more I could do.
I barely slept last night. I'm struggling to come to terms with it. It all seems so surreal. Like it was all just a dream. And when I woke this morning, to have my parents confirm that bad feeling that it was real, I seriously just could have died. She was so beautiful both inside and out.
I just don't get why God took her away. She was one of those people that you only come across once in your life because she was truly amazing.
Thinking about now, is making me break down in tears yet again. I haven't even gotten to see Brad this morning, he's over with his dad, struggling to come to terms with such a loss. I just want to give them all a big hug and take their pain away but I know I can't.
It just shows that you can't take life for granted. Everyday is worth living, and I've got to do it for her.
Rest in peace Tanya... I will miss you. Even though I only knew you for about 10 years, you still had a massive impact on my life. You and Michael were second parents to me and I knew you were people that I could always trust.
Take care in heaven, and I'll see you in the next life xoxox | |
x_Laura_x
Bogey Man
77468 points | Honey I'm so sorry  hugs to otter  |
Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
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I've just got so many unanswered questions... |
lilbear
Ogler
24494 points | | OMG!! Kim I didn't know. So sorry she passed on. I can't even begin to know how you and her family are going through at this time. But take comfort that in time this will fade and you will start remembering all the good things about her and it will make you smile. <3 |
jeanettesianrachel
Ogler
29570 points | hi,im so sorry for everyone who knew your wonderful 2nd mum,there is nothing you can do but mourn with everyone else,when you feel strong enough,go to see her immediate family,hug them,cry with them,talk about her,never let her be forgotten cos everyone is to scared to talk,i lost a friend with motor neurone in 2001,she was 34 and i had known her since i was 6,she eventually married my cousin,so was within the family circle,you have to grieve,don't hold it in for the sake of other's,they would like to know how important she was to you,if you can't begin to say it in words say it in a letter,and help do mundane things such as housework cos her husband will be in no state to even think of it,believe me in time,(your time)you will be able to think of her with laughter,joy and immence love and this is how she would want to be remembered,and she will be smiling with you.
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Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
20553 points | Thanks
I went to see her husband and brad and they just cried in my arms...and I cried in theirs. I feel better that I went and seen them. I could have just held them for hours. |
loveis
Monk
36083 points | I'm so sorry for your loss..
but Jen said it best....really can't add more than that..
take care of yourself hon. |
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