I am also more pathetic than i thought.. i thought i could go throught life without succumbing to my OCD but i couldnt and today i openly admitted to my school tutor that i used to use vodka to get me through the day for about a month and she seemed absolutely devestated to hear this.. so she told me that she wanted to make a counsellor appointment for me and managed to squeeze me in today.. lol.. so there we have it.. i'm back in the system and weaker than ever.. i want to hurt myself again damnit...
Current Music: Cher -- Strong Enough