ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I have been asleep like five hours ago when I got home,but for some reason I am still awake,and I despise it with a passion.I'm probably going to have to work today despite believing I was done for the week,and would be able to have today off.I know I'm going to have to work Tuesday so I can have like a week and a half off,or at least a week.I'm not sure.I just know if I work Tuesday,and get done I won't have to work until after the new year begins.I would like that if I can enjoy it.

I keep debating about going down to visit my dad,and brother for a few days for the holiday,but then I consider how my mom might feel.She keeps feeling abandoned I guess you could describe it as that, whenever I decide to go see my dad,and brother.Though she doesn't seem to understand I'm closer to them than I am to her.It is her own fault since we never had a close relationship growing up.Though that is her own fault for trying to force me to be around her all the time,and love her unconditionally.Anyways I'm wide awake nothing is open,and I'm hungry....and after checking the fridge I'm completely at a loss for food until something opens up.This blows major balls.DICKLERY!!!!! Yeah that's my word biatches use it all you want,but I want credit for creating it.