Have you ever been in love? im not talkin about ive been with this person for a few months love im talkin love love. like 2 years + love. well have you ever had them have to leave for a few days and have that feeling deep inside you like there is something missing? like no matter how hard you look or how hard you try you just cant find a way to replace that missing piece? and im not talkin bout no little chip im talkin like a couple big scoops missing. it sux. its only been a day and a half and i already miss her and i have to wait until wednesday to see her again. i mean i know i shouldnt be bitching because i have something most people spend their lives looking for but its just i cant stand being without her. she means everything to me. i can be having the worst day of my life. like everything could be going wrong at once and she still seems to find a way to put a smile on my face and even choke up a couple laughs. she makes me feel loved and cared about and.......the only word i can think of: safe. when she is away everything just seems out of place and not right. its like my whole universe is shifted. i sit here and get myself so depressed over stupid s**t and missing her it kills me. i know what most of you are going say. i'm too young to know what love is right? i'm too young to be depressed over some girt right? well i have two words to say to those remarks: f**k you. from july 14,2005 we've been together and now its september of 07. its crazy to think about. i wish i could just be with her everyday and live with her and all that good stuff. but until then i guess i'll just have to put up with feeling like this.
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