I met this guy last year and we were about to go out but then people tore us apart, and I(we) haven't been the same since. Every day since we stopped talking has been sheer horror, I see him and I instantly get reminded that I can never be with him. We were alike in so many ways. I talked to this guy for two weeks and got really attached real fast... I don't know what it is about him that makes me feel so helpless.I still want to be with him.School's a mess, I'm terrified of it since I was ganged up on last year. It's not that I'm mean or ugly, but that I'm pissed off at the school for ruining it with me and this guy and I won't talk to them and they assume I'm creepy. I wish they could just see the pain they put me through. I swear this guy was different, we both liked eachother and we didn't have to say anything we just kinda shared this look with eachother. This all happend a long time ago, and I couldn't be torn from my feelings for him still. So much passion, for something so small... Current Music: Top 100 countdown selected from the ipod store.
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