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earz
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3872 points | th joys of hallowe'en
October 28, 2006 @ 05:04:10 pm | i missed two god damn partys!! TWO!!!! *breaks down* 
urgh i was going to go as minnie mouse as well. bloody ingenious. i would have looked so pretty.
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earz
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3872 points | my illness
October 27, 2006 @ 12:59:48 pm | well just basically going to spill my guts out on this. do not read further if you don't care.
bit of a rant at myself. i pity myself.
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7110 points | So there is a ninja o0
September 12, 2006 @ 09:51:06 pm | | pssshh just posting my pics i wasnt able to fit in forum gallery..lol More... | 4 comments | Reply |
earz
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3872 points | where to start
June 02, 2006 @ 08:37:57 pm | i've had a crappy day.
- i didn't get to sleep until about 3 am, hence why i'm so tired.
- i had to go get myself some milk from the shop before i could have some breakfast.
-one of my buttons came off my shirt.
-the funeral was ..difficult.
-most of the people attending, i didn't know, and they insisted on talking to me. i was trying to stay in my own company while i was mourning my Gran's death, but no...people kept invading my space. sure i did enjoy the occasional hug.
-i think i ate too muc at the tea afterwards, and now my belly hurts.
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earz
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3872 points | worried im making a mistake
May 31, 2006 @ 04:14:22 pm | i have been accepted unconditionally for college into the HNC/D course on social sciences, in the hope of studying psychology further in the future...
however, i enjoy writing and literature, so i was thinking about having a career in writing...therefore doing a social science course would be a waste of time!
its too late to back out now, iv arranged my student loan already and accepted the place on the course.
thinking maybe that after a year of the course i could think about what it is i really want to do, and change if necessary.
in the mean time i think im going to go to a writing cla** with my mums cousin. sounds fun, and it means i get to share my stuff with others who will actually b interested.
for example, i gave my english teacher a story i wrote, quite a long one - it was 12 pages - and she said she read it, but i was kinda looking for criticism and evaluative comments, but she didnt say anything. im quite disapointed actually, i mean i thought at least my english teacher would want to give me help... but obviously not. i understand that as a teacher she may not have time to go over extra work, but why couldnt she just say that? she is a nice person and thats why im so shocked that she's basically just blown me off.
id post a lot more on here, but hardly anybody comments, also i put some of my favourites on myspace, but nobody comments there either.
i just want other opinions on it.
but anyway back to the point...my career. i think id enjoy writing, but id also love to be a psychologist, its just what ive alwasy been interested in, the writing thing is pretty new.
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earz
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3872 points | yaaaaaaaassssssssssssss
May 31, 2006 @ 03:24:20 pm | now my posts add up to one-one-one-one,
im having a laugh and having some fun,
im happy and joyful, i just want to scream,
imagine that perfection, like in a dream!
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earz
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3872 points | damn so much pressure
May 30, 2006 @ 12:58:08 pm | so many people teling me all their problems.
im all up for sharing and all that jazz if it makes them feel better, but seriously what makes them think im gonny b able 2 deal with all that s**t as well as all the stuff going on in my life? im not being selfish, i really love helping people, but 3 people have told me they were going to kill themselves in the last week.
i havnt had much sleep, through just not being able to, and also because iv been so worried about them. i sit up and text them at all hours. like i said before, i dont really mind, but i feel like im actually breaking inside coz of it.
who is there to listen to my problems??
i mean im a rock to others, so who is mine?
hmm, good questions i think
i do have my own problems and this isnt about being selfish i really hope nobody sees this as that, but just wud like sum1 2 b there 4 me
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earz
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3872 points | what a wonderful day...
May 24, 2006 @ 08:45:34 pm | NOT
i keep sitting in the dark writing poems and drawing pictures of my heart bleeding or getting stabbed/ shot/ squished/ mutilated/ killed/ blackened/ generally f**ked up.
my music is depressing. the mess i made of my arms is making me wanna f**k them up more. my liver hurts. my head feels like someone is hitting it with a hammer using one of those wee voodooo doll thingys. the state of my hair is depressing. the black smudges around my eyes make me look like a psycho clown and i need a god damn hug!!!
i have done f**k all studying and my chemistry exam is on tuesday, im going 2 bloody well fail.
the funeral is tomorrow and i still havent decided whether im going or not.
everyone seems 2 ignore me either that or i really am invisible, how about that eh. what fun id have if i knew i was invisible.... hmmm1 comments | Reply |
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