Unwilling thoughts,
Unwilling dreams,
Nothig ever seemed so wrong,
Nothing ever seemed to pleasing...

This dark hole in my soul,
The lock that prevents love,
Death is the only right thing,
Reality is nothing more than nothing,
All lies,
Given up hopes,
Rolling eyes,

Nothing was ever so painful,
Nothing ever so vauge,
It's not right to let me live when others are happy,
When I am pleased with the idea of death,
I live for no one,
No purpose but my own,
Selfish and unwilling to learn,

Ears shut off,
Eyes closed,
Count to four
So nobody knows...

well, yea, i wrote that a while ago!
it's kinda crap, but hey, i thought
someone might wana make fun of it,
right! well, there ya go, laugh, love,
go on living wonderingwhether today
will be your last, or the new beginning
you've been wishing for!!!
well, if you wanna read more, go to
fictionpress,Serenity Takaishi or,
my other one, If Only Serenity i wirte a
lot, so it's divided into 2
parts, just go look at them if you don't
believe me....
(oh, & i have this copyright! so, please
ask permission if you want to use it!!)

this is just a pic i love....
yea, see, i've been internet stalking someone!!
you guessed it, pete wentz! sorry,
but i've always loved him, sicne day one.....
i talked about getting out, but not forgetting about,
all my fears are letting out!!!!! that's ONE
of my favorite songs by them!!!! =]

but not my all time fav, trust me, I have
speacil issues when it comes to pete, my darling!
oh, and ashlee simpson can f**king die!!!
i hate her, she's fake, oh too fake!!

well, before i start killing, i'll go,
thatnks for listening to my long rant
and w/e!

With love...
Ren
Current Music: 30 Seconds to Mars - Fallen