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screamingalpha
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Venting my thoughts.
January 09, 2006 @ 02:12:05 pm

Ok, I know that if I don't do this, I will blow up on someone at work and end up doing something that I may regret. You know the feeling when you go out of your way to do something generous or courteous for someone and they take advantage of you? That's exactly how I feel. My patience is almost zero. I try to keep myself calm, but every time I turn around someone decides to bitch at me for something small.

I'm currently deployed in the Pacific, and it's killing me being away from my wife. I hate being away from her. It's like I feel alone, yet I know that she's always thinking about me. I don't know how to deal with that except to go somewhere by myself and shed some tears. It kills me inside knowing that I will be gone for 6 or more months away from the events that's going on back home.

I hate my ship and my division. They lack logistics and organization. Today they are ranting and raving about getting the shack cleaned because the Admiral is coming in. The Admiral isn't going to look at the cleanliness of this place!! He wants to see how his radio shack is operating. He wants to know that we are capable of doing our jobs. I can't stand this ship.

I don't know how much longer my grandfather will last. I know this may sound mean, but he's in a rehab clinic trying to get over his last and biggest stroke. He's already had 5. Along with that, he has diabetes. It hurts me so much to know all the pain and suffering he is going through right now. I can't stand it.

That's the end of my venting.

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markfox01 Über-Monkey 58716 points	January 09, 2006 @ 02:14:31 pm
	Vent as much as you want where listening...

screamingalpha Mega Über-Meister 3572 points	January 09, 2006 @ 02:27:45 pm
	markfox01 said: Vent as much as you want where listening... Thanks.

dark_lotus Mega Über-Meister 3300 points	January 09, 2006 @ 07:54:16 pm
	hey mate we are all here for you. if you need to talk give me a pm

sweetrnsugar77 Ogler 26828 points	January 09, 2006 @ 08:00:09 pm
	Im sooo sorry to hear that stuff isnt going so well. I can totally understand how hard it is to not be with the ones you love. Youre right though, they are thinking of you all the time. Keep your head up, things have to get better.

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