Ok for those of you who know me will remember that I was getting divorced the last time I was on here properly. Well that came through just before my birthday 21st July and at that point I was very happy but life has a way of kicking you when you're down or least expecting it
I hate being on my own, it's hard bringing up kids, especially boys without a father around or somebody to support you on a day to day basis. I get so lonely especially at night or during the day like today when it's pouring with rain outside and all I want to do is get back into bed and have a cuddle
The boys really miss their dad, who btw is living with somebody else now and her daughter. They haven't seen him in over 3 weeks and he hasn't even made an effort to see them or contact them not even on the phone, says he hasn't got time and he's too busy working
I asked him to help me in proving school uniforms but all he got them was 1 pair of trousers each, I mean seriously!!!! They needed shoes, trainers, shirts, ties, bags, stationary but hey I did without as per usual and bought it myself.
I had to go through the Child Support Agency for maintenance payments cos he wasn't supporting them financially, saying he couldn't afford to give me anything - what a crock of s***! He's working between 48-78 per week. Him and his new girlfriend are now both wearing Nike Air Max trainers on their feet so please don't lie to me. His eldest son asked him for 1 thing for school, that was a pair or Timberland boots but of course his dad couldn't afford to buy him those cos he never has any money
So now he has been ordered to pay £70 a week and he doesn't like it, it's the only time I ever get to speak to him, when it concerns money ffs! I mean he had a mobile phone whereby his kids and he could communicate but what has he done? No surprise to those that know him - he smashed it in temper! So now we're having to send texts to "her" and god knows if he's getting them cos we never get a reply.
Ahhh well in other news I have lost almost 2 stone and am feeling much better for it, my mobility has improved and I even go out every other weekend now and have a ball dancing the night away. Only one thing annoys me, I only get the youngsters or old men coming on to me
Well that's all for now.